lil sis's blog post - Sense

i feel pretty good today. Yesterday i had a long nap and woke up feeling anxious and icky. i had an overwhelming feeling that work was going to be really bad and that i was going to be pulled over by the police on the way in or that my car was going to break down. i had no reason to think either thing. i am a careful driver and keep my car in relatively good repair getting regular oil changes etc. i just had a bad feeling about the day.

When i arrived at work, no police or break down, my relief was short lived. Before i could even clock in i was met at the door with the news that a co worker, one of the few i would call a friend, was involved in a car accident. He stopped at a red light and when it turned green was t-boned by another speeding car as he entered the cross way. He was seriously injured and we do not know if he will survive.

Later i was told the time it occurred and it was just moments before i woke from a peaceful sleep feeling like my day was going to have a dark cloud over it. i told pauline all about this when i got home, and she said i would have to get used to it. she says that she often hears people tell her that after spending time in her presence they “pick up vibes” about others. pauline has a sensitive nature that allows her to know things most people do not pick up on. She is a great judge of character and is rarely fooled by deceptive people.

i am often fooled. i want to believe the people are mostly truthful and honest and give them the benefit of the doubt. i often make excuses and look the other way where others short comings are concerned. i usually end up hurt in the end, but i have to keep believing there is good in everyone.

i am sensitive in other areas though. i have dreams that often come true later. Nothing like earthquake predictions or plane crashes, just a sense of De ja vue. i know that i have experienced a moment in a dream state before as it is happening, a conversation or the way someone enters a room, i know what will happen next down to a breeze blowing their hair in an exact pattern, or a fly buzzing their face. i am not saying i am psychic or anything, but i am reading your mind right now. Yes i am. Ha you did not know i could read minds did you. Yes it is so true. ok so don’t believe me. lol Just kidding.