lil sis's blog post - my selfishness

i love Sir and pauline so much. They make me feel so loved in return. i have so much respect for them and i am honored that they have welcomed me into their lives as i know they are proud that i have welcomed them into my own. i feel so safe here.

i used to sleep very little and extremely lightly. Now embraced in their love, i sleep like a stone. We chatted for a bit last night as we snuggled and they reminded of a few weeks back. i went to bed before them and when they climbed into bed with me and wrapped me in their bodies. i got excited and humped them in my sleep. i came twice and did not wake up. lol i am so relaxed here. i really have come home.

i am different, than p, but so like her too.. i love serving Sir and her. i find great satisfaction and rewards in doing so. i beleive that her level of slavery, servitude is so great, it is an honor to learn from her. she is so loving and giving. i feel selfish compared to her. i know we are not being compared by Sir. He just accepts us and loves us for ourselves. my selfishness comes from wanting to do everything for them and not take time of me, which they say is not a good thing. i struggle with this daily. i forget that i am important and have to take care of my own needs to make them happy. i know this sounds confusing. i guess i should think more on this and blog more on it later.

i snuggled with Sir this morning. He was sitting in his chair and i sat on the ottoman with my head in His lap. He petted me, stroking my hair and scratching me behind my ears. i got very excited and began the compulsive monkey sounds He loves to tease me about. He says i should not dare to ever try to stop making them. He loves them, as does pauline, and i find them to be less embarrassing despite the teasing they give me about it.

i got more and more aroused as he continued to caress me and before long i was pleading for His permission to cum. Once He granted it i was ready to burst and did. i sopped the ottoman thru the jeans i was wearing and started begging for another. He allowed me to have a second. i rubbed my face in his lap and felt Him growing under my moans and monkey pleasure orgasm sounds. Before long i was giving Him a blow job. i buried my face in His lap and the feel of licking his balls from around a mouth full of His cock made me cum over and over again. He gifted me a throat full of His hot jism and i thanked Him as i washed His dick before tucking him away in time for breakfast.