lil sis's blog post - i feel icky today

i am going to try to pamper my self today in the hope of feeling better. i am not ill, just retaining water and crampy, hormonal. That is code for menstrual. i was inspired by my own blog yesterday and want to try a new artsy fartsy idea.

i went outside yesterday to police slutsrus's garden for glass and big rocks so she is safe when she is in it working her magic on the soil to grow the vegetables we love so well here. i was wearing head phones and started dancing to the music the radio was playing. Got lost in the music and used a post that holds the fence around the garden in place as a stripper pole.

Later Sir shattered my belief that my silliness had gone unnoticed by commenting on how much He had enjoyed watching me dance in the sun, and how He was disappointed to return home from bringing slutsrus home from the dentist, and not find me still there.

He sees every little embarrassing thing i do and makes me feel good and proud for having done it. He uplifts me and makes me see value in myself where i had previously seen only what i viewed as negative characteristics. So when i say i am proud to be a slut, He makes me so. i owe so much of my growth to Him. So much of the positive self image and pride in myself that i carry with me now, giving me power to face the negative forces in my day to day live, have come to me through His and pauline's lessons and encouragement.

Thank you Sir and pauline for seeing me for who i am and accepting me for it, and for helping me to do the same. i love you both very much.