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Saturday, November 13, 2004, 9:09:48 PM- date with darius | ||||||
wow! last nite darius ask me out and we went out to dance place. i was the only asian but i felt right at home. everybody was africa american but we has a really good time dancing. some people do kind of dirty dancing but i did too and had good time. afterward we went to my apartment because roomate not home. we sat on the sofa and i began kissing him. i really got excited and he did too. just then my dam roomate came home early. i pull up my top and said hi. she sat there and wanted to talk about her date! i could have killed her. finally she went to bedroom, but came out to go bathroom wearing short nitegown. i said goodbye to datius cause he got up and wanted to leave. he kiss me deep at door but went. i hope he call me again, but he say he have date tonite. dam it! | ||||||
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004, 3:38:25 AM- my roomate | ||
the chinese girl who lives with me kept me up all night with her new bf. maybbe i move. joe sent me picture of party and i post. he called "couple in love". my god. | ||
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Monday, November 8, 2004, 1:50:37 PM- friday night | ||||||
this is monday and i put a blog about this earlier then delete because i make no sense. friday after i meet darius i got a call from tom. he tell me to come to his apartment. i knew what would happen, but i went anyway. my heart beat so fast i hardly think i am going to make it. when i got there he pull me inside and begin to punish me. he call me slut and bitch. i start to cry but he get madder. he hurt me very bad. afterward he throw my clothes at me and tell me to go home and come when he call. i was so sore i could hardly walk and next day i stay home and do not answer phone. why do i do this? i am think i am sick girl.and if he call me again will i obey him? i do not know. | ||||||
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Saturday, November 6, 2004, 5:12:23 AM- tonite | ||
i was so excited to meet darius i left work one hour early. my boss was upset but she needs me so no problem. i worry for long time what to wear- don't want to look sexy or he think i am slut. i wore lite blue dress with kind of short skirt. i got to starbuck almost 20 minutes early, so i had to go walk around so he not think i am so eager. when i came back he was there in suit and looked so nice. i am having my heart beat loud, thinking for me. stupid girl. i sat down and we talked. he told me he was car salesman and i tell him i am hairdresser who marry to leave my country. his voice very soft for such a big man. i had a little trouble to talk, hard to catch breath. his hand was on the table, and without thinking i began to stroke it. i was stroke his finger without i knew it and he laughed. i was embarrass. then he stroke my palm. i grip his finger and i guess he read my mind. then he looked at his watch and said he had to meet his date. i look at my cup and ask in very hesitate voice if we see each other again. he laughed and squeeze my knee and kiss me on lips but do not answer just get up and go. i sat there almost one half hour and just looked at door. i wonder if he will call me. it is hard to be a girl. | ||
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Friday, November 5, 2004, 5:08:28 PM- | ||
i finally called darius back and ask if he still want to meet me but he say he is busy. i ask him to please meet me for coffee tonite and he say he will see me at 6. wy i have no pride? but i had dream about him last nite. i guess i beg him a little. | ||
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Friday, November 5, 2004, 1:10:04 PM- tom | ||
i need to say this i guess because tom accuse me of it-i didn't have sex with darius on friday. my body maybe said i did but i didn't. all that happened was we kissed and he touch me all over and i felt myself moving against his body as i kissed him and i couldn't stop. i couldn't breathe. his hands were so big iguess i had orgasm. but not sex. | ||
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Thursday, November 4, 2004, 1:55:24 PM- party on friday | ||
i was so embarrased after friday when my boyfriend had a big fight with me and i didn't even know the guy's name that got me so excited. Last night he called me. He asked me if i remembered him from Friday and i was so ashamed to answer. His name was darius. he asked me out for this weekend. my heart was beating so hard i couldn't even talk. finally i took his cell phone number and said i would call him back. i really don't know what to do. he must think i am so cheap. but my boyfriend didn't call me and i found out he left with another girl. | ||
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Saturday, October 30, 2004, 5:26:55 PM- | ||||||
i went to costume party with my friend tom and he made me wear a very sexy costume. but i guess it was a little too sexy, because i began to kiss another guy there. My date got so very mad at me. I really couldn't stop. i don't know what made me so stupid girl. Finally, i sneaked to bathroom with the guy and we locked the door. we kissed with tongue and he made me so very excited. Pretty soon peoplle start to bang on the door. we had to leave and my date wouldn't take me home so i stayed all nite at joe's who gave party. i am going to give more if this blog works. | ||||||
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Saturday, October 30, 2004, 5:19:27 PM- party last nite | ||||||
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