lovedahater

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Hi I'm just a regular guy It's just an illusion I made from the outside Inside I got a sick mind When the mask goes on just prepare to die Strange thoughts my mind begins to scatter Recover from depression I don't know whats the matter Well I'm mad like a hatter and I'm clearly insane But my life is an illusion so I'm hiding the pain Its strange to be normal but I'm trickin em all Cuz what goes on in my mind is like off the wall Lasting as I tick tick tick I be a lunatick I need help And I wanna kill myself But I wanna kill everyone else But I know I'm a nice guy you can't even tell That I'm a psycho Michael find someone to rain on Stalk her for months just to scare her Walk in your house I creep Sit there all night just to watch you sleep And I'll sneak out the door just before you wake The puppy tried to bark but I chewed up his face I tried to escape from the realm of insanities Sick of people sayin theyre understandin me You can't understand cuz I dont't even know myself I have a disease I need psychiatric help But I'm in denile you see me happy and smilin But inside my mind already died Maybe I'm depressed from feelings ive repressed Never expressed but oh I'm obsessed with death I guess Something went wrong down the line I can't control the ill thoughts in my mind I look like a nice guy wouldnt hurt a fly But its just an illusion I created on the outside

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