Sometimes I wonder about the things that could have happened the things I wish had happened and the things that never will happen. Currently I am wondering do I have a huge sign on my forehead. One that everyone but me can see. One that states "This dude is weird and eccentric approach at own risk". Does this metaphorical sign cause people to leave me alone to my own devices and refuse to acknowledge my advances towards friendship, companionship, chatting, lust etc... I peruse the internet in hope of contacting someone preferably female who would acknowledge my existence. There isn't much in the way of entertainment here in the desert and little in the way of friendship as I am am to unlike my peers that it is laughable but alas still nothing. Perhaps one day. Until then "Sometimes I wonder....." |