mwm_wis's blog post - My own pleasures reinforce my own insecurities?

I get a great deal of pleasure from thick dildos and anal stimulation. Average or below average girth objects don't do it at all. Use a nice thick one and the fireworks fly... the initial penetration, the stretch, the full feeling, the pressure and stimulation it gives my trigger spot (the prostate).

If I have the house to myself I can moan out loud with pleasure. I take it out for short breathers and then going back in its OMG! all over again! it is SO wonderful! Big feels SO good!

So now I look at my slender penis and think of how little this can do in comparison. When having intercourse I always think I wish I could give my partner that wonderful, full intense pleasure. I know it isn't fair to compare my anal pleasure to what a woman may feel with her vagina. They are different. But I somehow think there are a lot of simularities.

Seeing women taking larger in even amature porn where the people and reactions are more genuine it seems real. Reading women's views on girth reinforce that as well. They seem to REALLY like girth!

So how can one discount their own real experiences with size to not feel inadequate? Bigger being better is all so real to me?