mwm_wis's blog post - Savoring one's own...

I just did something bizzar. It wasn't a spur of the moment thing. It took some time to save up and plan for it... so I guess it was premeditated insanity.

I got the idea of saving my own cum in a little plastic container in the freezer. Over the course of a couple weeks I had about 6 loads deposited. Mind you, my loads are not very big so it was't THAT much... maybe about 3 tablespoons at most.

I wasn't sure exatly what I was going to do with it. I know I wanted to play with it in some way. When I use toys anally I get very turned on. The prostate stimulation makes me secrete some cum as I play. A little dribble here and there when I clench in pleasurable contractions. I like to catch it with my finger and savor the flavor. It always makes me wish I had more.

Tonight I had more... I let the container slowly thaw. I turned into a nice goopy slurry of semen. I liked how it smelled. it was still chilled which seemed to make it hard to taste. Warm and fresh is definitely better. But the smell made me turned on in anticipation.

I was fucking my ass deep with my favorite thick dildo. Oh it feels so good. My contractions were producing their usual tasty drips. I would catch and slurp them up. Then I added to it. I would pour a little onto my cock head. Pour isn't really accurate... more like glop a glob of cum onto it. I would let it warm up as i rubbed it around a bit then swipe it up with my fingers and slurp it with my tongue. Mmmmm.... I was actually liking it! I eventually downed it all and could still have gone for more.

My cock was glistening in cum. The smell of semen was wonderful. I usually don't get to enjoy my own cum this way because after I orgasm I lose interest in the desire to play or taste it. Not tonight! I guess I have to start saving up for another special night! I wish I produced bigger loads so it didn't take so long to save up a nice batch!

If anyone actually takes the time to read this tell me... am I nuts or what. I know I am probably a rare guy who would do something like this. I enjoy my play yet feel guilty and ashamed I like it so much. Your thoughts?