mysecretlife's blog post - Home from work

Niki was so glad to see me and I was so glad to see the house wasn't a total wreck. I barricaded her in the kitchen and took everything out that I thought she could tear up. Or so I thought. She got a scarf an old GF knitted me down from a hook and towels off the oven handle and made a bit of a mess with them but otherwise things were not too bad. I guess it's nice to have somebody happy to see you even if she is a real bitch. But Niki is one of the cutest bitches I've ever known, and believe me I've met my share. Not to say I may not have been a real ass at times but I hope I have outgrown that. Anyway.

I got a wild hair and joined Match.com the ther day. That site can be almost as addicting as this one. Have been talking to a couple women. Maybe sometime meet them. Who knows.

Had a girl I dated years ago call the other day to schedule a massage. We had talked a few times since we quit seeing each other and I had told her if she ever wanted one I would give it to her. She said she had hurt her shoulder. She showed up and man she looked good. She is now 35, got a good body, long blond hair. Dang. Anyway I take great pride in my professionalism. I gave her the massage. I have to say when I started I really enjoyed touching her. Doing her scalp felt good to us both. Her hair was so soft and felt so good between my fingers. When I got around her hips and butt I told her like I always tell my clients that if I get too close or go somewhere that they are uncomfortable to let me know but I usually try to give the more personal areas a wide berth. She said I wasn't touching anything I had not touched before. I just said I remember. After the massage she got dressed paid me and gave me a hug which isn't unusual. The hug though was a little extra long and extra tight. She said she remembered how I smelled and felt. As we broke the hug she kissed me. I can't say I did not kiss back, then she went to hug me again. I just put my forehead against hers and said this was crossing the ethical line between a therapist and client and I should not be doing this. She said ok. We talked for just another minute and I told her to call me anytime. She walked out and I shut the door. Then she walked right back in and said I'm not your client now. Won't go into details about what happened next but I think we were both really needing it. She scheduled another next Friday night. But this time we are just going to trade out massages so no client/therapist boundries to worry about.

You all have a good day