mysecretlife's blog post - Dilemma

I had wrote about this girl I was seeing that took a traveling job in CA. She is home now. We have been talking and she wants to take things real slow. I understand. Her divorce is just now final and all. She started a new job after coming back to this area. her kids are adjusting as well. I understand and like her a lot. Part of her going slow is waiting to have sex. i don't think she cares that much for it anyway. She loves the kissing and cuddling but the actual intercourse makes her sore she says. Part of that I think is just lack of exposure. Anyway.

My dilemma is that there is another girl that I dated before meeting T. She has been calling about me coming to see her. She just wants sex or so she says. This girl is probably one of the better partners I've ever had. She gets so hot and sooooo wet. Her tight little shaved pussy tastes so good. I know tho that if T finds out that will be all she wrote in that respect. She sends me text msgs late at night telling me how wet she is. Tells me what she is doing. Really teasing. I know its part of the game. Don't most women like the chase as much as anything? Men to I guess. But this girl does like sex. Like every time we saw each other. Sometimes she would have to be fucked as soon as I got there to pick her up and again at the end of the night.

Now that I have maybe kinda ducked out of the game waiting to see what T is going to do there are all kinds of girls and women acting interested. I am really torn but know what I probably should do. As much as I like to have fun and believe me I think sex is great fun I feel I should practice a little restraint. Damn tho it's hard sometmes, no pun intended.

You all take care.