well still alive, work is sporadic, money going out and not coming in quick enough, so spending time here to forget my worries and enjoy alall the beauty I see hear and if I am lucky enough chat to too. Hmmm thks to all of you who post here, comment and who allow me to chat wit hthem when they can, your all so sweet and so kind and from my heart thank you all, ye all give me confidence even when things can sometimes get a little too sad. Today is the birthday of my ex, she is 40 today, it is also our wedding anniversary, we would have been married 16 years today, I hope she has a great day, I just sent her an email, nothing more it hurts her she told me once t oget things from me, ok just needed to get that out, ok then off to perv lol I know I am good at that at least

xxx(((((hugs)))))