I just bought this !!

<< Had a great Weekend Away with my kids and EX hubby and his family!

not sure PJ is the way i want to go...
He came over last night..... walked in pecked me on the cheek and seeemed to be really tired which is all good but why come over!!
he hardly touched me.... new realtioship ya should be touching lots.. it felt like we had been together for years....
he told me to tell him where to put his hands.. i told him and he still didnt it wrong...
By his hand he came !!
I like to be kissed passionatly.... I never got that AT ALL !! small pecks thats it !
He says nice things to me.. but i want the affection to go with the words.....

TIME TO THINK !!

tonight he comes for dinner and a sleep over!!

oh oh oh u havent been told the new info have ya's??

well to cut a long great story short.. I caught up with a guy i met a few years ago on the weekend.... we went to a party on Saturday night and he left my house Tuesday am!

And tonight he is coming for dinner and a sleep over!

I still have B2 in my system and heart... he has msged me a few times last night and this Am Im not telling him anything about PJ. ( thats wat we will call him ) But am not sure wat i will do if B2 asks to come over or for me to go there !! I think inmy heart i will say No but my head will tell me to do it !

Dont want to fuck up something that could be a good thing!! But when ya heart is where ya heart is it is to hard to fight!!


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<<< been a member since August 2006..

wonders if that counts the times i deleted my account....

<<<< started as Nice Bitch...... deleted... came back as
Miss Jayne and NN was so kind as to give me my original name back !!

Dont come in here as much as i use too....