J held me last night as i cried... He tried so hard to say the right things..... Mum but B2 works away alot thats wat Men do.. He is Just Busy!! Even tho it was me that said well lets end this now.. It still hurts!!
I always follow my heart, but then again, when your heart gets broken into pieces, have you any clue which piece to follow?
So iam Going to Build Walls around my Heart so High And Forget to Add a Door so no one can get in again. So if your on the inside Now sorry you have to be a good climber to be able to get out !!
today B2 and i ended wat ever it is that we had together!!
He said he can never give me wat i want... Altho he knew from day dot want i was after... *not a one night stand *not a fuck buddy and not a 24/7 relationship just an exclusive realtionship !!
We parted on good terms after all we are adults...
I feel sick in the stomach right now and i cant help but cry !!
But we will forever be Mates and to me that is a good thing !!
ya know having afew gives my the courage to ask....... just getting the courage to call ... now that is hard !! BUT IF I ASK THE ? I MIGHT GET TOLD THE ANSWER I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR
sometimes ya cant see the end coming but you can feel it!! or may be i just think way to fucken much about shit that just dont need to be thought about.. but when things happen to make ya think how can ya not think about the thought that came into your head in the first place when ya should just stop thinking ! confused ??