one more day and I will have survived a whole week with 25 6 year olds

errrro

Sigh !!

im at a dessert spoon in the road! which way do I go?

<<<< lost

but don't ant to be found !

b2 and i are having some time apart...
not sure where this will lead... aww well we will see ~

tis guna melt in Perth today
44 degrees...

tonight drags.... top fuel nitreo. yeah baby!

What's the good an bad points of MARRIGE???



ME...<<< told the boys that I only married there dad to get Dimonds ( which I nearly lost.. thannx CDA not forgotten ) they didn't believe me! Lol . Went to have divorce papers signed today!!!!!!
But I have a friend for life. . The man I married in 2001 the father of my children! Marriage is not always a forever nor is a relationship. . Your children they are an only forever Guarantee.....

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marriage.....good points someone who understands you and loves you and is happy to stand in front of family and friends and say as much! and put rings on each others fingers to seal the deal. bad points - some people stop trying - assuming that is the end , when in fact it is the beginning!!!!!!



Viv ... but how long do you try for?


If you are not sure then don't commit......you either dive in or not at all.....


Viv I was sure when I committed! I met the man who loved me for all my flaws ( not that there was many ) but Iam still blessed to have the man in my world.. we have remained friends aloth thought that it would never be the way it is today...


Your thought???



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half way thru the first day of 2014.... a few tears have been shed and some angry thoughts.... smiles and the missing my mum..

Son #2 was playing around on my phone yesterday and a question popped up and asked him what love is?

Mum explain love... well son it is an emotion that can change one person on so many levels.. can make you feel on top of the world and can crush you with one simple action...

I promised myself that I will never Hate B2 nor will I love him... but still I feel the emotions of love !

Happy new year folks.... I promise to do for me and to put me first !!

everybody is wishing all a happy new years....... well im not the same im just guna wish ya's a better year that the one we leave behind and hope that you become rich... not just financially!! Be safe get smashed and enjoy the body that you are with ! cheeeeeeeeeeers !!

Sunday evening.......

B2 finally seen me flip out 4 weeks ago.. and when I say flip out I mean flip out... end result we split up !!

after 2 weeks we had contact via txt messaging ( he was back at work and works away )

On the day of the flip out I had drunk 2 bottles of wine a couple of beers and was onto my second glass of small batch
( bourbon ) from a pint glass .. I asked him if he knew why I had flipped out.. yes because I was drunk on wine.. This was NOT the case... things had been brewing and I just bottled it up or flipped out when he wasn't around or went to the bedroom and got over it... he then wanted to know so I sent him an email stating the facts.... he agreed with my words and told me that I was right! yay me !! lol
Now we are back together.. he had the ball in his court and was his move ... so he made the move and I took the ball....
Anyway today we went for a bike ride... He has a Triumph and we went up to the hills and stopped at a pub for lunch!! the roads were windie .. one second were leaning to the left and then back to the right.. and some steep... Had a ball.. When we got home I asked him what was the fastest speed we did.. 140km .. Yeeeeeehawww..