I am falling in love every time I log on to NN. So many hot women--- maybe too many --- most so far away---- can't make up my mind which one I could love the most. So much emotional wanting.

Heh, heh I'm loosing it ---I just drooled on the keyboard. Actually I was just drinking a coke. Didn't want to have anyone think I couldn't control my emotions!

Maybe I should pick more than one again and give it a try. Tried going with three at the same time many years ago. They never knew about each other to this day. I almost wore myself out. Sometimes it was two a night and they lived 30 miles apart.It was a chore to keep going, yah right. Yum yum!

I have to keep listening and watching for movement around the house.

Ooooops had to minimise the display. One of the three is still is still with me today. A good women and still lets me lick that puffy camel toe muffin. Yup there is a photo around this site somewhere.

Gawd do I love muff diving. Hmmm maybe it's an extension of my love for scuba diving.

What should I do????? Can a man be satisfied with just one? Can a woman be just satisfied with one???

Anybody out there in cyberspace having the same problem????

It has been raining all day here in the high country. I always love to hear the rain and smell the mountain air while it rains. It rains infrequently in the high mountain deserts. Nothing like all the rain on the coast.
There is something about the rain in that it makes me want to get back to writing. Do not even know why the rain has made me remember that I wrote this a few years ago. Never have time to write during the summer days. Need to play all the time.

I do not know if this is the place for this little bit of an experience in my life... but so be it.

A Little Bit of Control

We’ve returned from a few hours of playing tennis in the sun. I sensed that you are being coy with me on our first 'date'. We had decided to shower together with you smiling at my suggestion.

Our showering together has been an experience ....no serious intensions of sexual contact ....just mutual soaping of each other and only in safe areas of each others body. This contact on a first date sure is different!! There is nothing hidden from each other ....it started out that way in the shower and ended how it began. I’ve never showered with a woman and had it go this way. Why?

The tensions are now at a peak ...each of thinking ...what next? Should I begin to make my move now? I should have tried before this ... I’ve waited too long and now I hesitate even more ....I'm nervous. My hesitant behavior is building on its self. I can't believe I'm not making a move!! What the hell is so different about this woman that I can’t take control of this situation?

You have never shown any reason for me to make a move ....no suggestion at all. Are you just being coy ....are you just not interested? You have been patting the front of you dry ....not allowing me any glimpses of something I desire! I’m standing behind you gently patting your back dry. No words are being spoken. Your body is dry to my touch. I’m looking at your face in the mirror. Now there is the first smile ....and it looks like a seductive smile ....I didn’t misunderstand what I saw in the mirror ....or did I ??????

I pull slowly at the towel ....I feel a resistance ....you are holding on tightly ....I give the towel a gentle short tug. You felt the tug .... You know that I want to take it from you.

Suddenly with out any words or indications .... the towel is released and falls to the floor. There is the smile again in the mirror .... no mistake what you meant or were thinking this time. I look down at and admire ... no savor ....no that’s not what I feel .... it’s a strong desire to ravish you because of the shape of your back and full bubble ass. Damn I want to butt fuck you now ....but……………

I start touching you by being soft and gentle, yet something tells me you want me to also be strong. I caress your shoulders ... I want to turn you ... to face me ... I want to look into your sexy eyes. I want to see your reaction to my caressing, my touching, my soft kisses to your neck and shoulders...but you resist my intensions. You hold my arms tightly around you .... you won’t let me go or allow me to turn you to face me. I gently bite your shoulder .... you moan to the gentle pain ... you know you love it .... I know you love it ....you know what I’m ‘telling’ you without any words spoken. You relax your grip on my arms and sigh to the moving of my hands to cup and caress your delectable breasts. A gentle squeeze of each of your breasts with my hands followed by tender caressing and twisting of each nipple sends ripples of feelings through your body. I could feel the sensations rippling through your chest and belly even before you moaned with the ecstasy of my touch. I felt you press your ass back and against me with a gentle wiggle that tells me you like what I’m doing. I sense the surgings in you and I heard you whisper my name. I know I should go slowly. I must be tender....I must not rush! I want you to be my woman .... not just for tonight but tomorrow and the next day and…..

Slowly I now move my hands from your shoulders down and along your body, gently scratching your sides with my finger nails down to your hips. The sensation sends another wave of rippling surges through your body. You flex your head back trying to see me. You arch your bubble ass back further against me .... I know what you want ....you know it too .... but there is so much more playing to be done here. I know .... I know you don’t want to play anymore .... you just want to feel me gently probe ....gently push ....gently slide my hardness between the lips of your wanting pussy .... but now you have to be patient too.

You now know that I am mimicking what you would do to me ... before you would tell me you want me to be your lover. But I’m in control now .... I’m focused .... you know it and you don’t want me to be in control ....you want to be the one!!

You sense me kneel behind you as I begin to knead the cheeks of your ass. Finally, I kiss you .... but not where you had planned me too. You now feel my wet lips on the cheeks of your ass ....you’re startled ...this is not what you expected ...more and more kisses follow, my tongue now delving in between your cheeks....I don’t respond to your whispered questions seeking answers as to what am I doing. My hands pull you downwards, .... gently, ....yet insistently. You finally kneel ... you’re beginning to sense what it is I’m longing for ....what my desire is. Your back is still to me as my hands continue to caress you. I can hear your heavy breathing and I too am beginning to perspire. I’m now excited, knowing I’m touching your senses. I must stay focused or you will take over ....it’s not to be ....I will decide tonight ...I will be in control ....at least for our first time together! You will have your chance to be in control but not right now .... Maybe later tonight .... Maybe tomorrow... you will have your desires filled and you will be allowed to be in total control of me .... I’ll love it ...I’ll yearn for your dominance!

I reach forward and at first gently caress your lovely breasts. Ohhh .... they are so warm and luscious ....I need to just squeeze them firmly for a second. I need to kiss and suck gently on you nipples like a baby wanting to be nursed. I know you enough now to know where and how to touch you and send one set of excitement ripples over and over through your body. You seem to be almost overwhelmed by so many feelings .... one after another ....non relenting ....each rush of feelings surging quickly to touch you every where in your body. Your pulse is already racing with anticipation ....I can feel it .... your rapid breathing has intensified ....I can hear it. I can hear it in your soft moans. I smile to your soft quiet whisper that I’m breathing fast ....your rapid attempts to breath between the electric surges within your body is far faster than my breathing.

You lean back again, you want to feel my hardness in your wet and seeping muffin but you know I have more in store for you before you will feel it deep and warm in your pussy. Nooooo ....No!!!! You can’t see or feel my hardness and suck it ....you have to wait ....but just a little longer!! I know why you want to suck my hardness ... you think you can gain control ...but it’s not to be.

I gently push your shoulders forward; you now know that I want you on the floor, on your hands and knees. I want your pussy available to my probing hands and wet tongue. That’s right ... lean forward ....give in to the inevitable ... stop this fake resistance.

I begin by kissing and softly biting the cheeks of your ass. Ohhh your pussy is already moist and opening with the anticipation of what is coming. You can sense I’m nearing your pussy with my searching tongue. I need to please you, I want to please you, I want to be yours. I can feel your heart pounding with anticipation. You moan and lean back .... raising your ass higher as you feel my tongue enter your pussy for the first time, our first real intimate contact.

I’m probing and thrusting with my tongue, seeking your warm moistness. You move your hips slightly backwards once more to try to get more of my deliciously probing tongue deeper inside of you. You can feel my teeth gently on your inner lips; nibbling, sucking now tugging and drawing your inner pink further and further out. My fingers and tongue continue their exploration of your pussy, your clit, while I’m drinking in your juices as I go. My tongue seems able to reach places that I didn't know I could once reach, giving you sensations that you never seem to have felt before. Your moans and whimpers grow in intensity. You whisper between whimpers that I’m giving you the best tongue fuck you have ever felt. I’m reaching a new level of excitement with every quiet whisper from you as to what you are feeling.

You are thrusting your hips higher and harder back against my face; I can tell you’re almost there. I thrust my tongue into your wet pussy one more time, so, so deep, and know that I’m about to receive all your warm juice. I feel your body flex ... you are now become aware that my tongue has left your pussy. “Oh my god you call out ... where are you going with your mouth and tongue?” You now become aware that my mouth is covering and kissing your sacred tunnel. I at first encircle your tight ring with my tongue, probing, circling again .... becoming slightly more forceful with each circling and searching probe. Try to relax. I want to be let in. There is a slight relaxation to your little ring and I slip my tongue inside as you moan at a new level of ecstasy to a new experience. You are so tight but I continue to be very gentle. I pull you towards me slowly, very slowly, as my tongue begins to thrust in and out. I return my free hand and fingers to your wanting wet pussy. You can feel me slip my fingers into your pussy once more. I’m finger fucking your pussy, while my tongue fucks your rear hole; I sense I am about to feel a woman probably experience a wonderful orgasm. I savoir your every thrust, pushing backwards onto my tongue and fingers, urging me deeper, harder, faster. I'm attempting to caress your "G" spot now. It’s difficult to reach in this position. I felt you react to my caress just then. I feel your body tense now; you are about to lose all control, juices erupt, spurting and flowing as you squeal with complete delight and the muscles in your stomach convulsively ripple with a total release of emotion. My tongue goes back to working between your two holes lapping and sucking in all your wetness. I won’t let a drop spill. I’ll lick and suck all your juices from you.

You are now begging me to fuck you with my hard throbbing cock. My cock is also hard and begging to be fucked. You feel my cock gently touch the lips of your very wet pussy and then pull away ....flexing against open air as I pull away .... teasing ... just teasing! Wait ... you flex your back and move away from me ... you know that I’m teasing your wanting pussy ...you understand what I’m doing. Now who is teasing who?

All your sensations so far have come only from my tongue and fingers. I have tasted your pussy juices and now you want ... no need to taste mine. When I kiss your neck again, you moan. I move on to kissing your ear, neck, and your cheek. It’s now time for me ... no it’s time for us. I whisper quietly in your ear “I want to fuck you now".

I know those are the words that you have been waiting to hear. You move closer to me as you feel my cock touching the wet lips of your pussy ....searching for your wet and warm love tunnel. You are whimpering with total excitement. I’ve brought you to a place that I wanted you to feel and be! The search is quick ... everything is so wet ...my cock finds a wet throbbing pussy with no problem. I feel the pink head slip easily through a slight constriction and begin to slide deeper. I stop and pull slowly back with you whimpering, wondering if I’m going to take it out. I grasp your hips tightly slightly digging my fingers into the sides of your bubble ass. You moan first to the slightly uncomfortable tightness of my grip ... you know what’s coming next ... I push forward as you push back hard against my thrust ... groaning to my deep penetration. I’m now deep .... deep inside you and you can feel the pressure of my cock every where. You hear me moan with excitement now also. I pull back just a little and once again push my hard cock deep inside your pussy. I feel my balls slap against your ass. I have waited so long to fuck you ....I must stay focused. Our thrusting in unison increases, in strength, and in speed. You push back into me, taking me in more and more. I can’t seem to be able to get enough of my hard cock into you. I want to fuck you hard and long. I want to cum all over the inside of that delicious love box. I’m so close to cuming but I have to make sure you cum first. I pound and fuck you as hard as I can. I’m not going to be able to keep myself from cuming much longer. I must hold back ....I must ... I must ....You need to cum first.. with me savoring some of your emotions as you begin to climax.

Finally with one final deep powerful thrust, your body at first tenses, then flexes as you moan while experiencing a convulsive explosive climax. There is another rippling of your stomach muscles to your climax. Oh I can feel all your juice erupting as you clamp your love box muscles around my thrusting cock as you urge me to join you. Your head sags under the total emotional rush. You moan with delight and whimper out my name again and again. You have to lower yourself and support your body on your forearms. You want me to cum in you now .... I want to cum now! I want our juices to be mixed together also. I feel and hear the sounds of a very wet pussy that indicates your juices are flowing around my cock and out of your pussy some of it clinging to my cock with each long and deep thrust of my cock. You can hear the soft sounds of your complete wetness as you tell me to listen ... You are excited at what you have accomplished.

I loosing complete control ...I can’t stop thrusting now ... I can’t … I can’t …I can’t. Ohhh gawd I can feel it ...I can feel it coming honey. My response is quick with your urging. I feel my spray of cum burst from me, once, twice, and then a third. Our juices are united inside of you now, hot and creamy. You whisper that you could feel me cum and you never have felt so good or have been fucked so hard. You’ve made me cum with strong powerful bursts also. I feel the post climax weakness taking over my body. I need to lean against as you comfort me with “It’s alright baby ...it’s alright!”

We sigh and now relax. I now feel the result of all our love juices as my cock slowly softens and a wet feeling is running down our legs as we lay side by side still joined together. My cock slips from your pussy and you move to try something else that has aroused you.

You are whispering softly you want ... no need something more. You turn around and begin to suck our combined juices off my cock. You want to taste me as I tasted you. I look down as you come to me seductively smiling. You kiss my mouth gently at first. Then your tongue parts my lips and my tongue dances and entwines with yours. With complete lust we share our juices that you have brought to our lips. Our first meeting has not disappointed either of us. I will want you again ....and again ...and .....