hello all been a while,

well anyway i have just gotten into wanting to explore nudism, just gotta find a place to explore it other than house when no one is home. anyway today i wore an extra large jersey that went well below genital area, so i decided to unbutton pants and let cock n balls just hang out of pants with the jersey covering when i went to the store. at first i was a little nervous not knowing how i was going to feel, but once i got inside and noticed no one noticed i felt relieved which makes me want to go to nudist resort and just hang out with other people completely nude. i thought i would maybe feel a little awkward about that, but im not as worried as was before. Late in the night i went to the gym and afterward went to restroom and noticed they had shower so i just stripped clothes off and stayed there for little bit before leaving (no one else there tho). even tho no one was there that was frst time i was completely nude in an area that wasn't inside my house. needless to say i think i may enjoy nudism quite a bit once get more involved with it.

just looked through three magazine. Hustler, velvet, and playboy and i never paid any attention to it, but playboy doesn't really do anything for me anymore. don't get me wrong they do have hot as women and the pics are good and classy however now when i look at "adult" images i like to see the pussy being spread open, being fingered, fucked and everything else not just a classy photo of a woman where u can barely see a nipple. once again dont get wrong playboy is good, but id prefer to look at the hardcore mags such as the hustler and velvet. think i gotta go jack off now, big load building up

went to convenient store to get a soda and ended up looking at the porn mags, and bought one. that is the first time i have ever bought a mag from a convenient store. dont know y i bought the mag since i have dvds at house and all the free vids on the net. i think it was just the fact of buying one in a place that wasnt dedicated to porn. anyway have yet to look at them, but im sure once i do i will get a hard on and start masturbating.

Went to the porn shop the other day to maybe get butt plug , however when i walked in a woman was working so i just ended up getting new movie. main reason i didn't get plug was that i don't know how many straight men buy butt plugs so i didn't want her to think i was gay or anything, so if anyone reads this is it okay for straight men to buy but plugs. i mean anal stimulation is good makes me cum harder and i figured a bigger toy in ass may mea. bigger and better ejaculation.

just thinking about going to my local porn shop tomorrow just to browse the vids, may not buy any tho (too damn expensive), unless i get the discounted ones. but am considering getting a cheap butt plug cuz i do enjoy some anal stimulation at times, and my dildo does a good job however it doesn't stay in all that well when i lean back and stroke cock, and would just love to keep pressure there while stroking cock. May also check on new pocket pussy. Also just a random thought how much trouble would one get in if they just started jacking off in a porn shop, i mean im sure there would be some issue but seriously your in a shop that has videos and toys that are used to arouse oneself either with a partner or self pleasuring. anyway it was just a thought and plus if you work in a porn store what is considered NSFW.

Earlier in the night was sitting on couch while sister in law was sitting in recliner, i pulled out phone and looked at some porn and got a huge hard on, n then my sis in law started to dose off and then i actually pulled cock out and started jacking off with her just a few feet away. everytime she moved i got a little nervous thinking she would wake up n see me, but thankfully she didn't. would i do it again it is very possible.

so just decided to cut on a nice POV video i found on the net, and jack off wishing i was able fuck a pornstar just once in my life. knowing that will never happen looks like the pov video and my pocket pussy is going to be as close as i am going to get. if that sounds bad cuz i should be fucking my girlfriend, I CURRENTLY DO NOT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, and valentine's day is tomorrow just great.

just laying in bed and had a thought for some reason about when i was younger when i wanted to know what my own cum tasted like and tried to lick once, but as my tongue came closer to the cum i just couldn't taste it. So a few days later i was still curious so when no one was home i started jacking off and when i got close to cumming i basically propped my ass up on the wall and put legs over head and tried my damndest to cum in my open mouth (aint endowed enuff to suck own dick, not that i would) and as i cummed the hot jizz shot onto my chest on my cheeks, and even in my mouth!!!! when the cum hit my tongue i kept it mouth for few minutes then swallowed it. any way couple of times ive been on cam and cummed a few people have asked me to taste my cum for them, but just as when i was younger i think about it, but just cant seem to lick it off my hand, precum i can do. dont know if its cuz i think it might not be normal to WANT to taste cum or what, and is it even normal for a straight guy to want to do that. any way if i end up licking cum any time soon may just take pic and post on here with the cum sitting on my tongue.

the other day i decided i would pull cock out with the front door open and jack off a bit, however just as i started saw someone across the street and had to quickly move away from the door hoping they didnt see nothing. anyway it was kinda thrilling knowing how close i was to someone seeing me.

Just a real short thought.

When I first started getting "involved" in the so called online exhibitionism I was always afraid to show my face because what if people I knew saw the pics/videos but then I realized who cares. If I don't have a problem with people seeing me fully nude or doing what most people do in private then why should they. Anyway I hope all of u that look at my pics/vids enjoy them and please comment as I enjoy reading what others think

As always. Have a great one and stay horny

Ps why can't everyone just go around the way we entered this life fully naked