ohioboy73's blog post - What do you want to do?

I have always had a strong sexual drive and have never felt that I was “pressured” into conforming into societies mold of what was right and wrong. Suddenly, I was in college and started realizing that their where culture dos and don’ts that shape your interaction with everyone.

Go to lunch with a friend and if you are males you sit across from each other. Why is this? It was a round table, there was an empty chair between us and we were talking. Why should I have to “yell” across the table when it is only two people at an eight-person table?

Suddenly, I became paranoid that if I didn’t conform to these ways, I would be labeled as “strange” at the best. Things that are important when you are 18 and feel very naïve about how the world works.

So I began to conform and never experienced things that maybe I could have in college. I buried myself in my studies, working two jobs, and a girlfriends’ pussy.

So what does this have to do with anything else?

Well now I’m 30 years old, married, and have a mortgage and I’m looking back wondering what would I do if I could do it all over again.

• Hook up with a Black chick – Sounds lame, I know. But one of the longest running fantasies I’ve ever had would be to have sexual relations with a Black woman. The exoticness of it touches me in a way that I would love to have the chance.
• Visit – and enjoy – a nudist beach.
• Watch another couple have sex – live and in person. This is a something that goes from the porn/internet deal.
• Explore my potential interest in bi-sex in a safe and enjoyable environment.

What about you? Is there anything that you would do if you could go back to your 20s?