It's not your birthday...it's not the anniversary...it's not Mother's Day; Father's Day or Christmas or New Year's Eve..so why oh why have I been so sad all day? Those days you can prepare for and expect the wave of grief to come back again but it's the days like today that catch me unawares and it makes the pain of the loss so much more raw. The word 'never' is the saddest ever, ever word. Knowing I will never see you again - never have a hug or hear your voice again is sometimes just too much to bear. Miss you Mum, miss your Dad...love from your daughter xx |