pushitinme
Gift PremiumI'm a bit shy and thought this would be the best place to explore all my dirty thoughts. I masturbate alot (but don't tell anyone) and thinking of guys jacking off and wanting me makes me hot. What girl doesn't want to be wanted?
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008, 5:48:50 PM- dream part 1 | ||||||
i had another hot dream and had to tell you guys! so i'm on vacation or something some place tropical. i venture off on my own walking through a market. i come to a stand and behind the table are two black men rubbing oil from a coconut on their cocks. i couldn't believe how big they were and i just stood there and watched and they saw me but didn't pay attention to me. it was strange cause it wasn't really sexual and i was just fascinated by their huge cocks that i sort of didn't even see them as guys and they didn't pay attention to me. they were just sitting there with their heads down rubbing their cocks with both hands. i asked if i could try and one of the guys looks up and says sure. i go behind the table and kneel down between his legs. i pick up his cock and it was like bigger then a normal cock hard and he was soft. it was really fat and i could hardly get my hand around it. i started stroking it and squeezing hard when i pulled it to me cause i know that helps it fill with blood and i thought he would need a lot cause his cock was so big. he started getting hard right away. it was like 9 inches long and now i couldn't get my hand all the way around it. i started sucking him and could just get a little more then the head in my mouth it was way too big. i looked up at him and it was like he didn't even feel it he was just looking around. i put his hand on my head and pushed it down. i wanted him to push my mouth down further on his cock but he just sat there. his cock was rock hard though and figured i'll just have to do everything myself. i pulled him by his cock on to the floor so he was kneeling. i turned around got on all fours, put my shoulders to the floor and reached behind me for his cock. i held it at my pussy hole and started pushing back but it wouldn't go in cause he was so big. i took some of the oil and rubbed a lot on my pussy hole and got even more and tried to put it just inside my pussy with my fingers. i reached back and held his cock to my hole and pushed. i could feel it pressing against my hole but it wasn't going in. i backed my knees up toward him and pushed really hard. his cock popped in me and i stopped. it didn't hurt or really feel good, i just felt my pussy being stretched wide open. when i thought it was a huge fat black cock thats what made it hot. and i could feel my pussy was squeezing it like trying to push it out. i reached back to feel how much of it was left and i couldn't feel the base of his cock. as i reached for it more and his cock went in me more and i could feel the inside of my pussy separating as it went in deeper. when i could feel the base it felt like i only had half of it in me. thats all for now! i'll finish the dream later! kisses!!!! | ||||||
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Monday, December 24, 2007, 5:51:44 PM- i'm back | ||||||
hi everyone! i know it has been a long times since i have been on nn but i'm back! i have been in a chatting mood lately so feel free to send me a message. my im is almost always set to invisible so just send a message i might be on. kisses to all! | ||||||
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Monday, March 26, 2007, 8:11:54 PM- Yum | ||||||
i'm not going to get into the story. no one would believe it anyway. . . lets just say i now know what a girl tastes like! and guys, i now know what your talking about! kisses | ||||||
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Saturday, March 10, 2007, 12:47:24 AM- A Dream | ||||||
i had a great dream last night. . . i was in the basement of my boyfriends parents (i don't know why we where there) and it was me and my boyfriends friend. the friend was playing some game that doesn't exist on xbox and i was bored. i started trying to distract him from the game and make him mess up. i walked in front of the tv, sat behind him on the floor and tickled him, pretended i was playing and would bump into him and none of it worked. then i started whispering dirty things in his ear and that didn't work. so then i started rubbing his crotch. his dick was hard. he still continued to play his game. i opened his pants and pulled his dick out, swung my head around to his lap and went down on him. he still didn't do anything as i bobbed up and down on him. but at this point i didn't care and was doing it for myself. then he said "you better not leave any evidence". i felt his dick get really hard in my mouth and he started cumming. i kept my lips pressed tight around him until he was done. i pulled my mouth off him, swallowed, and told him "all gone". he didn't even take his eyes off the tv and said "thanks". i sat on the chair and felt content. then my boyfriend came back down. he asked me why i looked so weird, and i told him "i have needs too you know". i don't know why i said that. then his friend got up and his limp dick was hanging out. my boyfriend got mad and told me to get out. he grabbed me by my arm and pulled me up and started pushing me toward the stairs. but then he stopped and pushed me down to my knees, started taking his dick out and said "or you can stay if . . ." and started jacking off as he held my head. i was laughing by the way. he cane right away all over my face. then i woke up. crazy dream. and what's even more crazy is my boyfriend would never act anything like that. nether would i - i think. . . lol! feel free to tell me your interpretation. | ||||||
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Saturday, December 30, 2006, 11:41:12 PM- dirtier then i ever thought possible. | ||||||
i have a fantasy to confess. and i know it's because of all this anonymous dirty talk i do on this site. i am definitely more daring and open when no one knows me. sometimes i can't believe some of the things i say when i'm all worked up. my fantasy is to go to a porno shop and go on one of the porno booths and suck one guy after another through the glory hole. now there are different variations to this fantasy. in one i'm squatting and bouncing up and down on a huge dildo getting myself off as guys cum all over my face one after another. and i don't stop until my pussy is soar and gaping open, i'm drenched in cum, and i feel completely used. another is that i swallow all the cum until my belly feels full. another is that i don't masturbate or touch myself at all and i get so horny that i back my pussy up to one of the holes and let who ever wants to stick it in me as i suck cock through the other. i know, i'm pretty sick. i have realized i have a total whore fantasy. but if i were to do anything like this is real life i don't think it wouldn't be as good or i could even bring myself to do it. and what would i have to fantasize about? i must have had 100 orgasms so far from fantasies due to this site. thanks nn! | ||||||
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Saturday, November 18, 2006, 7:43:57 PM- what did i just do? | ||||||
so i did something the other day that i won't tell any one - but i have to tell someone, so i thought i would say it here. i was chatting with a guy online and before i knew it my own hands were fucking the shit out of me. i had three fingers in my pussy and two in my ass (which was a first) and i was cumming like an idiot. what can i say? he made me! this may not be a big deal to most of you, but this is new to me. it was only the second time i had chatted online. i can't believe i did this! i can't even bring my self to buy a vibrator. maybe i'll stop being so shy and start enjoying my dirty side. | ||||||
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