Since my last update, I have worn panties. I love how they feel, and how breathable they are. I've shaved my legs, and have grown to love the smoothness of my skin without hair.
I have worn a bra, sadly the cups are just A.
But the most interesting part is that I took testosterone blocks for 4 months. It was great having a limp cock. I've learned to enjoy using a magic wand to get off. No more stroking/jerking to cum.
I really wish I could find a woman that was into feminizing/transitioning a man. I still watch hypno porn, but also watch nothing but Transporn. I think the ladies are hot and beautiful. Though it pains me as well, because I realize I'll never be as hot as they are.

It's been so long since I've had sex with anyone. I want to experience an anal/prostate orgasm, but real life always gets in the way. I'd love to find someone willing to help me to learn to be a nice/great bottom.

Who know, maybe my next post I will have experienced one.

Time sure dies fly. Of late, I have been watching a bit of Feminization Hypno porn. I don't think it actually works, but it's loaded with a lot of hot sexy images that just revs my engine. I have had encounters with men in the past and have discovered that I enjoy being a bottom. Something about having my anus penetrated by a hard cock, and feeling his hips slam into mine. Having him grab and pinch my nipples as he is fucking me. I've even taken a cream pie in my ass a couple times. Feeling his cock pulse as he climaxed was great.
I've been pegged by 1 woman in the past. We were both new to it and she didn't really enjoy it. My current fantasy is to go to Flex in Cleveland and get fucked by complete strangers. While getting fucked, I'd love to suck a cock as well. I've never had a threesome with men, though I've had a threesome with a husband and wife. It was a straight threesome so us men didn't touch each other. I would love to have a bisexsual threesome. I think it would be hot to have a woman telling her man how to fuck me, then allow me to eat his cum out of her pussy.
That's about all for now. Keep on keeping on.

I happen to work with a man that is 2o years younger then me. He is gay and has the hots for me.

Me and my wife hadn't had sex in years, so I invited him over to the house.

He stayed over after helping me set up the new TV and computer. He slept downstairs on the couch.
Anyhow I woke up and started doing my moring jerk off. Then decided to see if he was game.
He followed me to the basement, where I bent over the washer machine. He slife his hard 10 inch dick in my ass and pumped away. Meanwhile he jerked me off.

He shot his load in my ass [I like bareback sex], and i shot my load off.

Since the washing machine he and i have jerked each other off in his car.

I'n getting the urge for his cock in my ass, but i'd also like to have a female there to watch.

I have been busy with things, hence my lack of posting here.
Once I find my camera again, I'll grace NN with a few more pictures of a chubby white guy with a small cock.
I wonder as to how many womenactually look at this site...
just seems to be guys posting nude shots, or guys posting lifted pictures from other places.
Ah well, what the hell. If me being naked helps someone get off then why should I deny them?

Anyhow until I find my camera, keep looking at my old stuff.

When I first started posting pictures here, I weighed in at around 290. Currently thanks to will power and a job, I am down to just a touch below 250.
My goal is to try to get to 200. As I do, I notice my sex drive increases. Hence the new toy, a blow up doll.
I might get a transexual blow up next time. Then have a party with the two blow ups and I.

Anyhow as the year draws to a close, I wish you all well.

The fat white guy with the little cock, is hanging up his camera here at newbie nudes for awhile. The few people I chatted with, went no where.
Many of the posters is hard to figure out if they are real, or just stealing picts from some place else and claiming them as their own.
Then there are the few that post opposite their sex, I guess to "tarnish' the person they are posing as.

Anyhow, I'm done for now. Gotta focus on getting a job, paying down debt, dropping some weight so I can be a "lighter" fat guy with a small cock.

So keep stroking, rubbbin, or fucking.

I have only been in only since Sept., having to get used to the snow all over again, which is fine.
I had to take a couple of days off, as I had a few sick people at the house.
If I think of anyything I'll post back later. I am still fighting the illness.

Just a Big heartfelt thank you, to all who have commented so politly on my pictures. I am very plesed with the manner the members here present themselves.
I know, but not sure if anyone else really does, that anything you type into a Blog becaome public record. Meaning anyone can read it, and use the information given it.
I read that a guy was hassled by a border guard. The guards googled the guy's name and read his Blog.

I have been up for awhile now. Hence the muddled Blog.

Take care all.

I went out and brought the Executive Oro stimulator. Which is a vinyl sleeve that has nubs inside of it, and a vibrator with a squeeze bulb. It is supposed to simulate a blow job.
IMO, it doesn't mimic a blow job, but it does have a loose feel to it [more on this next paragraph].

Before I met my wife I used to jerk off alot. My favorite jerk off device was a sock with vasoline. I would also use a leather glove and vasoline to jerk off with. I learned after awhile that KY was a better, cleaner lube then vasoline.
Ok, so here I am, cranking off with a nice soft wet sock and a tight hand. My G.F wants to fuck, so away we go, and go, and go. Finally it dawned upon me, that jerking off with a tight grip has spoiled my cock, it won't ejaculate in a "loose" pussy. The solution was to stop jerking off so much, and voila, I was creaming in pussy with no trouble.

Ok now onto my toys. I have a soft pink one that looks like a pussy. It has an air bladder on the side that will inflat and stay inflated, to give you the feel of tight pussy. Which is good, but remember the trouble with the sock? This to will do the same thing.
So now the executive Oro, feels loose, but with the nubs it feels good. Meaning my spoiled cock will be ready for twat, the next time the wife gives it up.

So remember:
Not all pusssy is as tight as your hand, thus your cock might get spoiled for the tight grip.

I started using male sex toys a few years ago. My first one was a strap on dildo that i brought for my wife to fuck my ass with. It was great for me, but she hated it.
The next one was a long skinny thing designed to insert in ones ass, it was to skinny. The next couple of anal toys I got were butt plugs. One was hollow and could "ejaculate"[squirt water up unes ass], the other was inflatable, both vibrated. I had sex with the wife with one of these up my ass. It was vibrating at maximum speed, and she liked the feel of the vibes.
So the next toy I brought was a cock ring that had a rabbitt ears and a vibe. She didn't like it, so I took to using it on my cock head and inserting the egg up my ass.

I have also purchased a couple of pumpms with vibes in them. I hated them. I also had a robo suck gizmo, that well was a waste of money. I did have a couple of toys that I liked to fuck.
I forgot their names.
One lesson I have learned about masturbation toys is this, the cheaper you go the quicker it falls apart. I had paid 30 bucks for one toy and it died the first week I had it, but yet another toy i paid 30 bucks for has lasted nearly a year.
I am thinking of trying the Fleshlight, but i lack the funds for it.
So I am going cheap again and gonna pick up an executive oro stimulator. I am also considering getting a double headed dng, as it looks long enough to insert in my ass and to move it back and forth.

I gotta admit the best to that I liked sucked my cock into it, and sucked it hard, so hard the tip of my cock managed to hit the end of the the tube right next to the strongest vibration.

The current toy i am using [posted a picture of] has had me pop 4 times in a "seession". Not bad for a 40 plus year old guy.