There is my public self and there is my private self. And, to paraphrase Kipling, "never the twain shall meet." Publicly, I am a clean cut individual. I mean, I'm still a guy and I still do guy things, but I am more norm, perhaps even a little consiervative when it comes to the public perception of a man. I scoff and scorn at guys who behave poorly, who debase women, who are sexist. I trun away from the woman at the club who dresses and acts in an obvious attempt to gain attention. I don't frequent strip clubs or subscribe to Playboy (or the like).
But, privately . . . I am a pervert. There really is no way around the term. I am horny almost all the time. I imagine myself with the women I see, my fantasies border on the extreme. I masturbate 2, sometimes 3 times a day.
I found this site a long time ago, maybe 5 or 6 years. More. It was the first site I ever paid to be a part of, and is still the only site I visit regularly even though I am no longer a premium member. I have met people on here that I consider friends - although the definition of "friends" has change significantly in the last 10 years. Still, I hold a special place in my heart for this site.
And I like to look at naked women.
Thing is, I don't favor the obvious. I like the subtlety, the arty. Sensuality rather than sexuality.
I'm rambling, so I'll stop now. But, I will start posting regularly here. I need to dust the cobwebs off my writing skills. I don't need readers, just practice. Readers would just be a bonus. |