sammiealice's blog post - failed attempt at photos

hubby has been gone for a week and i am getting more and more horny—not that we have done it for a while—but hope springs eternal. been in the chat room but have not really been lucky with any one with cyber sex recently. and the pictures recently posted have really hot. god, i can not imagine how they have the nerve to get in front of the camera.

well, i decided that i would try and see how difficult it would be to shoot pics of her in a pair of crochless panties. i got my iphone and my dildo and some lube and began to finger myself and laid on the my bed to try a photo shoot. camera in one hand, dildo in the other, and i started. click picture of leg, click, picture of panties, click, picture of t-shirt, push, and stroke and the dildo slides in, click, picture of my fingers, stroke stroke, moan, click ceiling. now i am warming up, but missing the spot and click—out of focus.

now i am getting frustrated, fingers rubbing my clit through my panties and i switch my iphone to video and start it and slide my dildo back in and begin to stoke it in and out---excited but just can not get there. a couple minutes of stroking and rolling my hips, arching my back and i know my video must be hot. so finger myself and look at the video and what do i see—leg, fingers, out of focus dildo going in an out, panties, quick look at her lips, then out of focus.

now i am become both sexual and photographically frustrated and so i replace my dildo with a vibrating egg and slide the egg into her and turn it on. one hand on my iphone do the video and the other fingering my cunt and rubbing my clit and god, i am trying to concentrate on me, and the video but for me it is just more horny and no relief. not even excitement but if the video is ok, maybe it is worth it. so, i slow the egg down and look at the video—ceiling, leg, t-shirt, out of focus fingers probing a blur.

my pussy hurts and needs relief and now i realize i can not film and masturbate at the same time and my pussy could care less about her having her picture taken. so the my iphone stays on the bed, my cock shaped dildo slides into my cunt and the egg vibrates on my clit. but i have started and stopped so many times that i can not get into the groove. i move the egg around and the dildo and egg finally get into sync. finally, the dildo finds my g-spot on each stoke and the egg is just right on the outside---the vibrations being transmitting from the egg to the dildo from it to the g-spot on each stock and it vibrations are kissing my clit. finally i can feel the pressure building, my hips. back and hands have all begun to move as one. i want to just scream and cum but my daughter is still awake and will hear me and so my scream become a guttural moan and my hip push down as if the dildo is really my lover’s bareback cock, my back arches as if my lover is on top of me and am trying to drive him deeper into me and the egg touches my clit and i just go over the top, pussy throbbing, i feel my butt tighten and then the spasm in my cunt start massaging the dildo—his cock. my eyes seem to roll back and i drift into another place where i feel his arms around me and see this blond, blue eyed stud grimacing each time he shoots more of his load into me---each time my cunt spasms in sync with his grimace. i don’t know him but then i remember---he is the blond, bronze adonis that i saw on the sailboat in the harbor—one look at him and my panties were soaked—thank god i was wearing a skirt and not pants. the throbbing slowly comes to an end and i know that he has filled me with soooooooo much semen that she will leak for days and i will need to wear a panty liner. i want to open my eyes but i just seem to drift into a warm fuzzy safe happy place.

i become aware of a buzzing and slowly i come out of my stupor. it is the alarm clock and can not figure out how to turn it off. finally, i pull out the plug and the buzzing stop and i wonder where i am and then where my stud is. oh my god, i am in my bed room and my daughter must have seen him leave and she will hate me because i have cheated on her dad. oh my god, i am full of his semen and i don’t have any panty liners and if i ask her, she will know for sure what i did last night and there must be a giant wet spot of leakage and, oh god, what have i done. oh my god, maybe i was just a milf that he used to get into the house for my fuckable 25 year old daughter and he is still in her room. and, oh god, what about the wet spot, hubby will come home and find it and hate me. how full am i? my hands go between my legs, and it is dry. i sit bolt upright in bed and look between my legs. the dildo has slide from my cunt and is lying there and the egg is under my butt, batteries dead. thank god, it was just a dream, and i take a deep breath and realize that the room smells like lust and my pussy. what day is it—i have to go to work and i smell like a whore and need a shower and what time is it—my clock is dead---and why this soooooo real dream about this stud---- and then i remembered with horror my night of frustration of a failed NN picture/video and masturbation session and then that warm feeling of the release of my sexual frustration by that magnificent orgasm sweeps over me and a smile came across my face remembering.

sorry no pictures, but maybe some day,

xxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooooo

sammie alice