well, we have had two warm days in a row. but mother nature is being cruel and tomorrow is suppose to be cold and rainy with maybe some snow.
went and did a little shopping tonight. the parking lots were empty and some of the stores had closen early. i am getting worried about what is ahead. greedy people and greedy government caused this and i am not sure that they can get their greed undercontrol before it becomes a world wide depression.
today after expressing my unhappiness with having people disappear in the middle of a chat my computer crashed in the middle of a chat and i was horrified. i was sure he thought that i was just a cock teaser and had left him. thank goodness when i got back he was still there and would still talk to me.

sleepy kisses,

sammie alice

today, for the first time in a couple of weeks, it was warm here, got up to 50 F. got out side and did some yard work. that was nice and really nice to be in the sun again and not need layers. got our bird feeders full and i hope that the birds will return. they seem to not be around--but it has been really cold.

posted a question yesterday on the forum about my probem with men leaving a private chat. the responses made me feel very welcome here and i am much happier now.

most of my private chats with men here have been wonderful. and the international membership makes everyone sooooooo different and unique. but the time zone differences suck. i have decided to program my iphone's world clock with the time zones of my some of my friends so i can instantly know if i have a chance of getting up with them. this morning, i woke up and told hubby i had to pee and sit up with heart burn so i could chat with an aussie friend. we started in the dark and finished as the sun was rising here. it was evening there.
wet kiss
sammie alice

well, i was feeling a little better today. hubby and i went shopping----it was crazy----tomorrow is the super bowl (like i care) and so everyone must have been stocking up for their party.

the chat rooms was very disappointing today and i don't know what to think. i had two or was it three guys got me to flirt, get undressed and start and then just leave. one bastard left while i had his cock in my mouth and the whole room heard what i was, or at least thought i was, doing to that bastard's cyber cock. if i had not realized that people were talking about what i was doing, i would have just gone on and on. for those of you stopped me a big "THANKS" because as embarrassed as i was, it could have been so much worse.
cybersex with me is very mental, everything is very descriptive with no pictures. it seems that older men appreciate me and ones who bolt are in their twenties. maybe i should just stay with older men.
well live and learn

big wet kiss to all espcially the wonderful men who have appreciated me

sammie alice

i came home early today not feeling well. maybe it is a bug or lol, maybe i have been staying up to late visiting here. i have been spending time in the passionpit and the small chat room. yesterday i did something stupid----i was the only woman with about 5 guys and it felt like i was at a junior high dance soooo i had the bright idea of trying to pleasure two men at the same time in public in the chat room----i think that that was a cluster fuck so to speak. one suddenly left and the other, who i knew, went private with the other and that was just wonderful. maybe i should have taken their suggestion, although i swore that i would not do this, and let them tie me up. i have a whole new repect for women who can handle more than one cock at a time. today, after a long nap, i meet someone in the passion pit and, in private, as i was telling him how i was undressing the bastard just got up and left----no bye---no nothing---just left. but that was ok, i met a really nice guy and we had a good time.
i find it facinating that men are so in need of a picture or they don't seem happy (lol, at least at first if they are telling me the truth). i have to be honest, before i hook up, i try and see what he looks like and i would not be truthful if i did not say that i liked to look at their cock but if he does not have any photos, but his profile tells me something about himself, that is all i need to become interested and decide if i want to hook up with the stud. and beleive me, they are all studs.

wet kiss to all

Sammie Alice

hi, i have never done this before, lol, before i came here there were a lot of things i had never done. i though that i would first tell you a little bit about myself.
i am a married woman, older, a little overwight---child birth and too much stress just adds the pounds. i have colored my greying hair blond and it comes just to my shoulders my blue eyes are my best feature and when you look into them you could get lost or so i am told. i have never strayed from hubby and i will never do that in the real world. i have had two lovers in my life----one took my virginity and i almost flunked out of school because his needs became more important than school. i broke up with him and met my current husband of 30 years and protected my lost virginity from him until he gave me a ring. i joined nn about 3 months ago mostly to look and was amazed and the beauty and openess of some of the members---and that even older plump ladies like me were attractive and hot. three days ago i discovered the chat room and was curious about what went on (after all, i am a curious woman) and discovered a whole new world of lust,love and passion. i lost my cyber cherry that night and have had a number of wonder men since then.

i will not doing things in the chat room that i would not do in my own bed room with hubby. no anal, no bondage, no rough sex. my pussy is for fingers, cocks and tongues---don't try and play in the other hole but i do like my butt kissed and played with.

if we meet in a chat room and hit it off, remember i am a lady and i do what i want and no more. don't push my head down on your cock, i am already going to take it as deep as i can and don't call me a slut. i am not a trashy whore and we are in the chat room together and have become mutual aroused because we have connects. and if i go to far, tell me to stop. you are in control of your wants just like i am and you have your forbidden zones too.

i find the chat rooms very exciting and i hope that i can control myself with the time i spend there and not have to leave my friends here to prevent becoming addicted to cybersex with all of you.

last things, even though i know look like an mature woman, my mind still sees me as a hot 25 year old with a really hot bod, in tight jeans, a tight shirt and a minimal control bra for a set of big tits (wish i could have gone braless back then and make hubby pant) and long brown hair with blue eyes. if you want to see me that way if we are together, i would love it. i will always see you as a hot hunk regardless of what your photo shows because, you know what, you are.

i hope you have enjoyed this entry and i really hope i have not scared anyone away.

really wet kiss with red lips,

sammie alice