samtzu's blog post - Unloveable

Are my lips unkissable? Are my eyes unlookable?
Is my skin untouchable? Am I unlovable?
Cynical,jaded,faithless,disappointed,disillusioned,used
If I could take back all my sweat my tears my sex my joy I would
my time my love my effort passion dedication
In case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you
I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated It's the truth
Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few
stages of acceptance that it's really over
It's just so complicated
I'm stupid for believing in you

You made me feel like my father never loved me
You made me feel like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?

I had your back I held you up I told you you were good enough
It was not reciprocated You kept affection and yourself apart
You fed your love to me like crumbs to pigeons in the park
Sometimes I think it satisfied to see me begging like a dog
I was enamored you were king I gave my everything
Because sometimes you showed me just a hint of you within
For just a moment I romanticized the notion
I could take away the torment
I could love you like they never did

You made me feel Like my father never loved me
You made me feel Like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like?
You make me feel Like my mother she abandoned me
You make me feel Like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my heart unbreakable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?

Are my lips unkissable? Are my eyes unlookable?
Is my sex undoable? Am I unlovable?
Are my words unlistenable? Are my hands untouchable?
Am I undesirable? Am I unlovable?

You made me feel Like my father never loved me
You made me feel Like the act of love is empty
Am I So unlovable?
Is my skin untouchable?
Do I Remind you of a part of you you don't like?
You make me feel Like my mother she abandoned me
You make feel Like the act of love is empty
Am I so unlovable?
Is my heart unbreakable?
Do I remind you of a part of you that you despise?
You make me feel Like my father never loved me
You make me feel Like my mother she abandoned me
You make me feel Like my father never loved me
You make me feel Like my mother she abandoned me