sarina5169's blog post - Its a secret!!!!!!!!!

Sorry, i know i'm supposed to be writing part 3, about the club etc but......i've got a huge secret.........i'm pregnant again!!!!!

I NEED to tell someone, it already feels great to have got it out and i haven't even posted this blog yet!

We are keeping it secret from our families until we know everything is going to be ok, after the way the scan appointments went when i was pregnant the first time with our gorgeous wee lass we want to know what(if any) medical complications there are gonna be so that we can just tell them all at the same time, as we know they would worry themselves sick at the prospect of facing the same again, possibly worse.

The genetics department at the hospital reckon there is only a 15% chance of any further kids having the same syndrome, but i have researched on my own and found lots of evidence otherwise, but anyway.......

I was not trying to fall pregnant, i was, in fact, on the pill and wasn't even thinking about having more kids.This is bad timing and we are a feeling a little out of our depth, i mean we are really shitting ourselves, its very overwhelming.We could have been more financially stable, and had this been planned we would have been so before considering having more.....the wee one we already have has surgery upcoming and will need lots of aftercare....i have not long recovered from being very ill.... we are a little (actually a lot) short on space in the house we are in, but we are happy about it and are willing to do whatever it takes to deal with whatever happens, we must be crazy!!!!

I don't wanna talk about the bad bits(you know, the blood tests, the anti-D injections, back ache, foot ache, swollen ankles,the labour which goes on for 20 hours for the docs to send you off for an emergency C-section, the 6 week bleed afterwards and the never having a good nights sleep ever again.......)

SO........

WOOHOO to the pregnancy horniness,WOOHOO to buying loads of new baby stuff, WOOHOO to no periods, WOOHOO WOOHOO WOOHOO to taking some big bump sexy pics and a MASSIVE WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO to huge milky mummy boobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i could go on all month as to why its such wonderful news, but your all probably bored by now, lol. I'm off to bake some cookies in a very motherly manner