i just realized how depressing my last blog sounded. what i was trying to say was this......
there is a thousand million reasons as to why we shouldn't go through with this, why its a bad idea....and as usual, we are ignoring them and just being happy...........i'm having trouble keeping the 'secret' lol, i went to visit my gran and slipped up, i said i couldn't believe that for the first time in my life i was the 'right weight for my height' that i had managed to put on enough weight to have the doctor NOT lecture me on the subject....ooopppssss, i said i went in for a check up, but i think she could tell there was more to it. She did respect me by not asking any questions....but i think she is suspicious(she always can tell if i'm holding something back)
anyways, i'l write more when i get the chance, hope everyone is having a great day!!!!!! |