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Well after much sole searching , pain , suffering , crying and time . Dan and I are in a much better place .We have tired audio porn. Role playing . Dan had pretended to be Mark Wahlberg even wore a Wahlberg mask . It was great ! He is good with me being on this site . Flirting , posting my pictures . I even had cybersex with a couple of guys on this site . Dan is good with it all as long as I don’t sneak around behind his back. Pete did retire . I haven’t ,spoken to him since . My fucking Pete in the end helped Dan and I to open up about our likes . It did bring out my inner slut , I learned I liked being fucked from behind , fast and hard ! We are both willing to try new things , have open minds Our sex life is better then ever ! Dan still gets triggered every now and then , but the episode are fewer and don’t last as long . I fucked up and will be making it up to Dan for the rest day of my life ! I’m good with that !

He was reclaiming me . Dan quickly unzipped his pants took out his thick fully aroused cock and inserted it into my wanting pussy ! Oh..,,,mmmm oh Dan while pumping my pussy harder then he ever did said “ yeah oh yes , you want my cock don’t you ? Say it . you want it “ I moaned …, yes , yes Im my your slut , only yours oh baby yes fuck me ! Fuck me harder please make me cum ! “ Dan was holding on to my hips and thrusting , groaning like never before! I never was so turned on ! He wanted me ! He had to have me ! He needed to reclaim me , make me his ! Oh it was the best fucking I ever experienced !Dan accomplished his goal I was his and only his !

It wasn’t easy and still are working on it . Very very slowly over several years it did get better . We went to counseling . I spilled my guts . Mid life crisis , feeling alone . I admitted to the whole thing . I gave Dan all the details . I told him Pete would fuck me not make love to me . That I discovered how much I liked being fucked from behind , fast and hard . One Friday night we decided to do shots . After several Dan came over to me , he was looking at me in away he never did before . Dan said “ I’m going to fuck you! He then ripped of my shirt and bra ,pulled my jeans down and panties , turned me around , bent me over the counter ! He was playing with my tits and said “ oh I’m going to fuck you better than anyone ever has . You are my slut ! “ No ones else’s . ! I was very wet and horny .

The week went by with Dan not saying anything . He slept downstairs , not saying a word to me . He emailed Pete ! Hello fuck head . My name is Dan , the husband of the women you have been fucking ! . STAY the FUCK away from my wife ! No contact ever again ! If you do I’ll know and that will be the last thing you will do ! Dan also sent a registered letter to Pete’s wife, informing her of what Pete and I have been doing. He gave Pete a one week deadline to leave , resign or retire ! If not he was going to inform Pete’s supervisor ! Fucking your subordinates , especially married ones were grounds for immediate dismissal, lost of benefits .Dan informed me what he did and said “ you are to have zero contact with him ! You can’t say goodbye . You can’t have one last fuck , NOTHING! If he contacts you , I better hear about it ! “ Do you understand me ? Do we have an understanding “ I nodded and said yes , I promise to never see him again ! Please don’t leave . I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you

Dan with the phone records , emails and he also found my panties in the glove compartment! When I got home I found a drunken Dan waiting for me . The phone records , emails and my pantyhose’s spread out all over the counter ! “ How long ? “How long have you been fucking him ? “ I began to cry and became hysterical ! “ I’m sorry but it’s not what you think “ I talk to him , we became friends , I never fucked him “ He just smirked” oh fuck you ! How stupid do think I am ! “ “ look I had an inappropriate relationship with him , we talked all time. We flirted but I never fucked him ! “ I’m sorry ! Please ,I won’t talk to him anymore ! I love you and only you ! Please don’t leave me ! “ I’ll quit my job ! I’ll do whatever you want ! “ I was begging him , pleading with him , I was crying harder . Dan took off his wedding ring and threw it ! “Fuck this and fuck you “ he said . I picked up the ring “ no ! No !
I was trying to but it back on his finger . NO! Don’t ! I love you , you can’t ! Don’t leave me ! Our marriage is not over ! “ I was in a full blown panic . I don’t know why . but he let me but the ring back on his finger . Dan then grabbed the vodka bottle and went upstairs . I collapsed on the floor blubbering . I heard Dan softly crying . What the fuck did I do ? How could I have been so cruel ?

One night Dan hands me a email I sent to Pete . “ Who is Pete and what is this ? “
My faced dropped , I quickly grabbed it . “My boss That’s my boss “ The e mail was not sexual . We were discussing the Yankees game from the night before . Dan , just looked at me . Said , So you’re a fucking Yankees fan now “? He’s a big time Redsoxs fan . I played it off . Said it was nothing , just me fucking around , tease ing the boss about his team losing . Dan didn’t say anything just walked away . During the next couple of weeks unbeknownst to men Dan got a hold of my phone records, noticed one phone number kept coming up . He then got into my emails ! Dan now had all the info he needed. He found out who Pete was! ! Oh it’s time to pay the piper!Dan was pissed !

Pete and I continued the hot sessions. The meet ups were still very intense , lust filled fucking sessions . The majority of the time we ended up in my car (Audi convertible ) passenger side , we moved the seat all the way back .I would be on top Pete always unhooked my bra and helped me remove it . Then fondled and sucked my tits , getting very wet and ready . He would then impatiently remove my pantyhose , usually ripping them in the process. I would then quickly stuff them in the glove compartment. There were so many pantyhose’s stuff in the glove compartment , that it wouldn’t open ! Another big mistake ! . I became increasingly careless and absent minded

Dan got behind me , inserted his cock and began thrusting at medium speed . I said “ oh ….. mmmm . harder Dan fuck me ! “Dan never heard me saying anything like that . I think he was in shock but he proceeded to drive his cock faster and faster . I was moaning and groaning . “ mmmm …. oh thats it , so ….. good yes ! That’s it fuck me Dan “ Dan and I both had a very intense orgasm ! After he said “wow what got into you ? I’m not complaining but wow “ I said well I just wanted to spice it up . I think you liked it “ He smiled , gave me a kiss and said yes , yes I did . “
We did doggy style once a month or so . It was usually missionary or me on top. Dan was always gentle . When he entered me it was slow and easy . The thrusting was medium speed . Dan never fucked me . He always made love to me . It was amazing and I did love it , until …,,, midlife crisis and Pete !

The meets up, for the first two months ,averaged three times a week, never on the weekend . Like all relationships the intensity cooled down a little . The third month to the sixth month we would fuck two sometimes just once a week . A few times we did have sex in his office and couple of times in a motel. During this time the texting emails and phone calls continued . I was purchasing more and more Victoria secrets lingerie, see through panties , thongs and bras .Sexier dresses, tighter , low cut blouses and tight fitting , short leather skirts . Six inch high heels shoes by the dozen .Began wearing Pete’s favorite perfume , Reading Cosmo , coming on this site. Weekly pedicures as well as painting my toe nails and waxing / shaving down under .I had a bush until the affair. Through our flirting , I found out Pete liked it shaved . My sex life with my husband was subconsciously reduced to every other week . I also subconsciously became more distant and non responsive during sex with my husband. I even snapped at him , geez ! “What the fuck are you doing . What’s with the new move just do it like always? “ I shouted out . Dan my husband , stopped, looked at me with a blank stare, didn’t finish and got off me . Oh did I just fuck up !
I apologized the next morning but I knew he was still hurt . What the fuck am I doing ? This is not fair to Dan . The next time , we had sex I didn’t complain , I play acted put on a show . Moaned , played the game .Thats unbeknownst to me at the time , I made another big mistake . I said “ Dan take me from behind I like it from behind . “ This wasn’t the first time , but .

We dressed and this time went our separate ways . On my long drive home I experienced a whole gamut of emotions, sadness ,joy , guilt , happiness , relief , dread . fulfillment , emptiness . Did I want it to happen again ? Did I still want to be married ? What now ? What about Pete and I ? What do we now ? I was so confused !
The following week Pete texted , can we please meet to discuss what happened ? I replied yes , we need to talk . How about 5 PM ? I’ll meet you at the Park parking lot by the pond . I arrived before Pete . Fifteen minutes later he pulled in his black Audi sedan next to mine I got into the passenger side . “ Hi “ I said . Hi he responded . We both laughed . “ Pete was looking at me with a wanting look . Before I could say anything, Pete kissed me !His hands were fondling my tits ! “ Oh …. I need you ! I have to have you now “ He began running his left hand up and down my right thigh ,while continuing to kiss me. Before I knew it we were in the back seat. Pete had removed my panties and bra . He was on top sucking on my nipples . I began to moan and subconsciously spread my legs . He unzipped his pants , pulled out his fully erect cock and ……” OH FUCK , mmmmm… oh “ .Pete before I realized it, inserted his cock . I moaned louder. Pete was grunting, rapidly thrusting his cock driving it deep into my very wet and wanting pussy . “ Oh …. mmmm… oh fuck me , dam fuck…. give it to me harder “! I said .He was getting louder with each trust . I whispered in his ear “ Pete I want to get on top “ We switched positions . He moaned out “dam your tits are so perfect “
as he began sucking on them . I stammered “Oh yes , that’s it, mmmm…. fuck yes “ I was riding his cock fast and hard , reached down with my right hand and pressed on a spot just below his balls . Oh ….. what the fuck ….. oh that feels fucking amazing” he managed
to say. I continued riding him faster and faster . We both were moaning , intensity increasing . mmmmm… oh your cock feels so good mmmm oh…… I began to shake , my pussy tighting, squeezing his cock . Oh I’m ……. . Pete feeling my pussy squeezing his cock ah ….. ah ….. I’m …..coming ! “ I could feel his cock convulsing and shooting cum deep into me.
We quickly got dressed , said our goodbyes . I got into my car and drove home . Once again feeling a plethora of emotions , more confused than ever .