only a little bit and I'm allowed to vent / moan in my own blog

Was at the hospital at 4am this morning with one of my kids .... after treatment was allowed to bring aforementioned child home.

I'm freakin brain dead now .. seriously when the kids were little I could live on very little sleep, now unplanned losses of sleep and I'm one of the walking dead.

Surprised I can still string words together and form sentences ....

I am going for a lie down an if you dont see me for a day or two I still have my hands full xxxx

This is my summer drawing to an end. Must work harder to make sure I have everything organised so that I still have writting, viewing pics and taking pics time LOL

Hi, been here about a month now and have been most fortunate to connect with some wonderful people. Here's a little bit about me and why I am here ... and it's not just to look at ya all naked or semi naked, there is more to you and I than that. Underneath our clothes we are all naked xxx


I am mostly this ... and respond to this in others, makes me smile and lightens my heart.
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I would like to be as confident and unconcerned regarding showing my face here, but as yet I cannot so for now at least I am this ...

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And my reason for being here is that I am ......

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These other folks are taking part, have a wee look at their entries if you would xxx

guitartxn, 12gaugefan, bighoss2, Catastrophic, Whispermyname, dziga, nickey69, Firedancer69, MarkandLacey, rockhard6isback, happyhumper69,redvs4u, dirkwiggler99, Tantricturtle, amancalledpony, bettysswollocks, kricket187, celticone, Elle40, VTCali, sugasweety1, Dreamingof_U, KaioticEvil, jayapplepie, d_licious_d, FiFi72uk, bushofire and tight_wet_lips. I

First one and I might be a late entrant oh well hope ya don't mind I'm probably a day behind everyone else xxxx

What can I see ? White wall with neighbours apple trees beyond, a rickety old shed that the foxes it on at night and grey clouds looming on the horizon.

I smell yummy chicken cooking somewhere and can hear the washing machine trying to take off like an aeroplane.

His weekend has been a trying one but I'm recharging my batteries and my patience as I sit here in contemplation.

Hope you have had a great weekend wherever you all are xxxx

Thank you and goodnight.

Well as I was writting one story I appear to have branched off into another. Not sure if this happens when others are writting but I appear to have the makings of about three different happenings with the one central character.

lucky girl lol

So yes thank you for the lovely pm messages I will continue, the first one ..just got 1000 words into another lol. Normal service shall resume as soon as I can x

OUCH !!! lil miss yelps as X nips her with his teeth and grins an evil grin “pay attention sexy” he laughs. She reaches out with one hand, balancing precariously as she does so and pulls him closer so she can look right into his eyes. “ you’re playing with fire mister ..” and she emphasises her point by digging her nails gently into his neck and drawing him even closer. While he is distracted she wraps her legs around his waist. “my bum is going numb up here, what say we move somewhere a lil more comfortable than the kitchen” .. it’s not quite a suggestion more of a gentle demand.
“where to sexy”? he mumbles against her skin … “don’t care” lil miss gasps “just not up here” … and holds on tight while X searches for somewhere to deposit her …
Laughing they fall onto the black leather sofa, “this will have to do” he growls as they untangle their trapped limbs “So where were we” …. ?
Ben interrupts the two before shenanigans can recommence “I’m going to get started on the bbq – come out when you’re ready”
At the thought of food lil miss stomach growls with hunger – she doubles over with laughter at the look X gives her. “what, don’t you eat”?? she jests. “Well of course I do but BBQ wasn’t what I was planning on eating right now” … his eyes twinkle as he says this and a tight coil of tension begins to build …
Ever one to compromise she suggests an appetiser to tide them over which he laughingly agrees is a good idea. “So who goes first or are we having a free for all” she wonders aloud .. “Ha !! I was rudely interrupted by someone with a numb bum, therefore I got dibs …. My way or the highway sexy” and to emphasise his point he massages the rounded cheeks of her bottom.
Oooooh divine torture … but deliciously good, and sexy murmurs her encouragement. “put your knees together and pull your feet towards your ass” … wow ok bossy boots she thinks, then complies.
“anything else *MASTER*?? “ she queries sarcastically. “Actually yes, part your knees for me so I can see you properly” …. Sexy wriggles and does as asked. She draws a sharp breath and arches her back as X traces her contours with intense concentration and obvious enjoyment. Lying on his stomach he leans in closer on one elbow so he can have a clear unobstructed view. “excited aren’t we” he states as he adjust position so his elbows are under her knees and she can feel the heat of his breath against her slit. Reaching forward with both hands he spreads her wider and he comments that it’s like watching a flower opening.
The first touch of his tongue almost has her jumping straight off the sofa, such is the intensity of sensation. His hands on her hips firmly hold her down – “stay still” he commands. Sexy composes herself and attempts to do just that.
Satisfied that his little snack wasn’t about to run away, X again lowers his head to his task. Long slow strokes along each labia, with a little flick to her clit at the top of each stroke and an occasional nibble on the sensitive nub. Lil miss is trying so hard not to wriggle, but as her flowing juices are being expertly lapped up, her control is ebbing and it is harder not to pull him closer to her.
Sexy glares at her tormentor .. her expression speaks volumes, as when he raises his head from his task and catches sight of her he sighs somewhat heavily. “you were told to be patient, were you not” he enquired. Lil miss pouts her bottom lip in a somewhat petulant fashion … “yes” she grudgingly replies. “ Do I have to punish you for impatience then”? he queries …
“WHAT the bloody hell d’ya mean by that” !!!!!!!!!! lil miss attempts to leap up and give X what-for but laughingly he seems to have predicted this reaction, and before she knows what’s happening her tummy is flat across his thighs, her pretty ass sticking up towards him.
“OW OW OW you GIT” she shrieks, as three loud stinging strikes land on each quivering ass cheek. “now sexy, if you behave, then that’s your punishment over, if you are naughty then I will spank you again” X smiles with satisfaction, sure that his rules are now clear. “glaring at me isn’t the form of communication I’m looking for Ss” … “well, cat got your tongue” ??

I'm a Scottish lass as many of you know and it only seemed fitting that my first er *fanny* shot was given in a special thank you for your friendship and generosity. Btw you may wish to read right to the very bottom

Please read the following to dispel any misunderstanding I am BRITISH xx

FANNY.
n pl -nies Slang
1. Taboo Brit the female genitals
2. Chiefly US and Canadian the buttocks
[perhaps from Fanny, pet name from Frances]
Usage: Despite the theory that this word derives from the name `Fanny', its use in British English is still considered taboo by many people, and is likely to cause offence. In the US the word refers to the buttocks. Serious misunderstanding may therefore arise when what people in Britain know as a `bumbag' is referred to in the US as a `fanny pack'


Really hope this works and u get my er humour xxxx

Nodding because she is incapable of words, lil miss watches as he approaches her with what seems glacial speed. Bending he rests his forehead against hers, and her highly aroused senses take in everything about him. X seems to loom above her, almost like an eagle swooping in on its prey, and at once a feeling of vulnerability arises, lil miss looks to Ben for his support. Instantly understanding, her hubby moves behind her, leaning over the kitchen island. “it’s ok honey” he whispers “have a little fun – I’m here and I love you”.
With Ss reassured, X tells her how beautiful she is, and raising one large hand to tenderly cup her face joins his lips with hers. This is not a demanding nor possessing kiss, but his hands move to her ass and he pulls her hard against him, groaning as he does so. “I want you” he declares and tearing his lips from hers, traces the contours of her body with his finger. Sensation sends pulses of desire from her core as wherever he touches she is aflame - long before his finger reaches the juncture of her thighs, lil miss is liquid with desire. The tiny lace panties she wears are no barrier to him, and he pushes them aside effortlessly.
A sharp gasp escapes her lips as searching fingers find her center and begin to tease her clit skillfully. Her next moan is all the encouragement he needs …. sliding his finger deeper and rotating deliciously as he does so has lil miss begging for release. X shushes her gently “not yet – patience” and smiling, he pulls her dress over her head balling it up and throwing it away without a second glance.
“I approve” he jokes .. pinging her bra strap, “but you have on far too many clothes” … he hastily removes the pretty scrap of lace and caresses her large creamy tits. Bending to kiss and lick where his fingers are teasing, her nipples have puckered at his touch and are increasingly sensitive.
“beautiful” he murmurs against her skin .. but his sensuous mouth doesn’t stop there, traveling down her ticklish ribs, around her navel then coming to a stop at her panties. His teeth nip her gently, “get these off” he growls .. ever helpful she wriggles and assists him to remove them – lil miss is transfixed by the contrast in their skin, as his darkly tanned hands slip her scanties down the pale length of her legs.
X straightens up with the scrap of lace in his hands, and with a wolfish grin goes into camera man mode. He can see the tension building as she holds herself open to his gaze, and follows his directions to the letter. Lil miss feels totally exposed but wantonly so and as yet another cool breeze wafts into the room it caresses her over heated pussy, causing a needy groan to escape from her parted lips.
Sensation builds inside her like a coiled spring and as he puts the camera down, holding her thighs securely apart - lil miss gives him her full attention. “are you ready sexy”? he asks .. laughing as she sticks her tongue out at him and hears her growl “what are ya waiting for .. a bus” ? UHoh … that didn’t get her the reaction she wanted. In fact, he backed away from her pussy and nipples and was kissing, and caressing everywhere but there. Sensation and need were reaching a new height, one that was uncomfortably intense but still pleasurable, how the hell can this be she wondered ????
What is this guy, an octopus she thinks ?? His hands and mouth feel like they are everywhere all at once !!! Slowly realisation dawns .. Ben is again behind her massaging and caressing her back with long delicious strokes, slipping around her sides to tease her breasts – damn him he was circling around her nipples but refused to touch them. X was concentrating on her thighs, tantalisingly slowly caressing the smooth silky skin of her thighs, kissing and licking a trail where his fingers had been seconds before. It was like being consumed by fire.
Lil miss became aware of a strange sound, belatedly realising that it was indeed her that was whimpering with need and desire. Just how much more of this sweet delicious torment could she stand ??