Well I have a "real" blog on my website, but I can't talk about a lot on there...this is totally perfect now!

I'm not really new around here, I just started posting pictures under this ID, as my other one i'm known throughout different internet communities...I don't need people asking me "Hey ____ has the same nickname as you on this site I saw"....ya not so good I wouldn't think.

Right now i'm in a LD relationship with someone in Germany. Though, at this moment i'm not sure what's going on. I love, love, love german men. I spend so much time there that i swear everyone of them are beautiful *g* Oh right...LD relationship. I've been talking to him for 5 months now, he was supposed to fly here for New Years..*my* plans got screwed, and he hasn't talked to me since Friday...and the was the first time in a week before that because his modem was fucked up.

I love him to death, but i'm almost ready to throw in the towel. I've sent him emails. I know he's been online...so you think i should just tell him to screw himself?? I want to write him a nasty email...but there's something inside me waiting for that little bit of hope *sigh*...Ummm i also have another german "friend" who i've been talking with who is a pilot. I figured he could be my "back-up" blah...he knows about the first person and he's kind of just waiting in the wings for me to tell him to fuck off. I know he has ulterior motives

Anyways, that's all for now...hope to meet you all soon =]