The past several weeks i have been busy with working but still found a little time to service a few men. i adore Black men and they are always on my mind. Even walking thru stores such as Walmart, Lowes, Home Depot, etc., when i see Black men my heart races and i instantly think of dropping to my knees and sucking their lovely Black cocks. I have thoughts and desires of seeing my wife with her legs spread wide open, invitingly, for Black men. They brin gout her true sexual hot horny wild nature.

Today is my 3rd day of 5 for wearing my tampons. i was instructed by Master Jym not to wear diapers during my 5 day cycle. So today, as i was told by my Master, i will have my tampon in, and will be wearing a pair of my wife's soiled panties which are actually thongs. i'm sure everyone knows about them. So very narrow i will not really have a place to tuck away my lil clitty as i always do in my bikini panties. However, i will DO as my Master has told me. Additionally, as ordered, i will wear my bra, my tight girl's jeans and put on my wife's Chanel 5 perfume.
A little bit of an issue today though as my wife's car did not start yesterday and i somehow need to get it repaired. it won't start and i don't know why, but, Master Jym says it is the battery, after i explained the situation to him. My wife got a ride from someone man at her office yesterday and he is picking her up this morning. Hopefully, i can get her car going again without a lot of issue. i'm just NOT a car person at all.

i was unable to do as i wished the other day and go into a convenience type store, like 7-11, with my bra on under my top so my titty shape showed. Hopefully i can today if i have the time. i did though smile at many men during the last couple of days. It seems quite a few women are looking and really smiling at me. Women cashiers are always smiling and talking to me also which i find very interesting that it's happening.

I was pretty busy yesterday doing my regular work. I had a 7:30pm meeting so I had to leave home about 6:30. My wife was suppose to be off early but she had not come home yet at that point. I didn't get back home until around 10:15 or so. My wife was not home but I did see in the bedroom and closet that she had been there, and obviously left. It wasn't until around 11pm when she came in the door. Looked like she had a few drinks but not like overly drunk. When quizzing her where and why she came home and left she said she had a meeting...and said NOTHING more. This morning she was up and gone to work and said NOTHING about last night. I searched and did not find any dirty panties in the laundry. Her bra and skirt and blouse smelt sort of smokey and mixed with cologne. I am thinking of questioning he tonight after she gets home from work.
For me today I have another tampon in and will all day. Panties are my everyday attire and i will wear my bra again today also. I have some things to do but i am really thinking of going into a 7-11 or some type of convenience store without jacket..so my titty shape with show. I'm a little nervous about it though.

Yesterday i had a wonderful hot chat with my Master Jym. He made me do things i have not thought about, but did enjoy after a very short time. I've been wearing a diaper each day for quite a while. i tuck my lil soft useless clitty down and back so it if secure inside my diaper. i went all day with it on and certainly enjoyed it more than i expected. I'm also wearing women's size 10 stretch jeans which hugs my butt, thighs, and the rest very tightly.
Yesterday when i was out i felt myself needing to urinate. It was quite different of a feeling, but, i did finally let go of a little bit. OMG, i didnt believe i could but i did, and i was amazed at the sensation. Each time i let just a lil bit ooze out. Standing in line at a fast food place i felt the "urge" again and i stood there..then was able to let a a bit of urine stream out slowly. IT felt sooo different! Through the day i did the same, each time finding it easier and easier to pee. i thanked my Master this morning when we chatted for allowing me to do so.
Last night i took a nice hot bubble bath as my wife was downstairs watching The Bachelor. It felt lovely as the suds poured over me making my body feel alive, soothed, and feling sexy. i could not help but to think about my chat with my Master that afternoon. My senses heightened, and i felt my nipples becoming hard. i rubbed my wet clitty feeling it so soft and uesless. i put it over to the water jetting out from the outlet and wow! The sensation was wonderful and certainly made me feel it. Didn't really take long and my mind was thinking of my Master and how he would use me for his sissy slave. ..hoping he would be pleased with me very much. He likes me to do "unusual" things, but also seems to know me pretty well by now. i rubbed my soft clitty more until in a matter of a minute or 2 at the most i was orgasming in the tub. Thank goodness my wife didnt hear.
Today i'm wearing my tampon and posted a few pics on the photo album. IT is a sensation i do enjoy and will for the next 5 days.
my Master will have more instructions for me later today or tomorrow morning. He may have me post pics.

Today I am wearing my tampon as my Master instructed me to do. After a nice hot bubble bath, after my wife left for work, I drie doff and made sh i was smelling fresh. Before I slipped into my suntan pantyhose I inserted my tampon for the day. With my pantyhose pulled up I put on a pair of my super tight girls stretch jeans, my bra, a thin silky under shirt and a "regular" shirt top, sprayed on some of my wife's perfume and i was out the door.

Well it has been a week or so since I've been on here. I finally chatted again with my Master and he had me in a short time becoming excite and very horny. i did not expect this as I was just checking my messages, looking at photos, and posting in the forum.
Last month my Master had me buy adult pampers, and get some coffee stir sticks. I had no idea why the stir sticks but found out today. I did as he instructed me last month and started wearing my pampers for several days in a row. IT was different and I soon come to almost feel natural with wearing them...so much so that I "slipped" when i did not have a pamper on after 5 days of wearing them.
Today in chat he instructed me to use the coffee stir stick to insert into my soft lil clitty. I did and it did hurt some as it slowly went in about 2 inches. If i didn't get it wet beforehand it would shave been worse I'm sure. As told to, I took my belt, putting it around below my waist, so the belt held my soft lil clitty tightly against my skin (lower belly).
Again as told to I found 2 clothes pins and clipped one of them on my ball...then pulled..as told to do. I'm not like real men are and only have one testicle. He had be repeat this again and again placing the pin in other places on my sac..and pulling. This went on for 15 - 20 minutes as I moved the pin, after pulling on it, to another location on my sac. IT drove me crazy. Next my Master had me massage my sore ball and sac with some of my wife's lotion after he allowed me to let the coffee stir stick com rout of my lil soft clitty. The pin went up and clamped onto my nipple. Now that took me over the edge and my head was so wildly thinking and aroused. massaging my ball and sac.... my nipples pressed tightly between the hard wood of the clothes pin. Switch it to the other nipple I was told to do..and I did it. I kept massaging, rubbing my ball and sac which by now became very loose and hanging. Switch the pin again, I was told to do..and I did. After a minute or so my Master told me to switch the pin back to my other nipple. WOW!! All this made me more excited than I ever thought. I could feel myself needing, wanting to orgasm...as I informed my Master on chat. He then ordered me to put the pin on the tip of my tongue and massage my nipples and my weak sore ball and sac. WOW again..in a matter of a few seconds.. I was orgasming, and oozing and leaking out my sissy juices. My hips grinding up...my nipples hard and excited! What a sissy slut I am I thought..and chatted with my Master. Dirty names to me that made me even hotter!!!! Jerking and grinding I oozed out my juices as he had me orgasming. My Master then told me to lick up my juices...all of it..every last drop of my lil sissy juice. I dod as Ordered..and loved it.
Thank you my Master Sir