'n I can't sleep! I guess I am worrying about my surgery. I need it yet I don't want to go through with it. I had the same surgery before, .. in 2001 and it helped with my motor skills in my left hand. I had to have surgery to my neck then because of a car accident. The nero surgeron said I would need a second surgery later on in life. I suppose after my slip a month ago, it didn't help matters much. It's just something scary to go through but otherwise if I don't, then I'll be in terrible pain. Which is not very fun. I am miserable and cranky. Look at me, I am just rambling, that's me .. I ramble at times. lol I am gonna scoot to bed 'n try sleeping again. Nighty nite - Sweet dreams to all .. xo
