and taken me since Nove to get bolder, but am trying.
Got some lovely, lovely p.messages from guys on this site. Even if I do not answer you, I thank all of you, and for the comments to my pics. You cheer me up like nothing else...well, almost nothing else! Eventually if I get a better camera, I do want to post more pics...mostly artsy though. It is hard to find privacy sometimes...okay, well, lot's of times, and reality does butt in to my fantasy time, damn it. Eventually wanna chat with some of you, and do have email now for any of you that have pm me and wanna talk that way, since it is hard to coordinate times to chat.

Keep trying to convince my friend that someday we should do some pics or something...but he is too far away now. Someday maybe.

I wish some gals would comment too, but tha's okay, I am glad for those who have. Getting older...ahem...bites, but when someone still thinks you are sexy it helps...alot.

I sometimes lose track of who is who, and that means I gotta find a way to keep track of whose pics I remark on, so I can go back to them and see more of their stuff. Working on that.

Thanks again to my dear friend who introduced me to NN...I owe him more than he could ever know. Love ya AVBM. When you can, post more pics, baby....and if you can't...send them my way!

Glad to see Greeneyed girl back again. She was one of the first ones I think I 'saw' on here. Am glad to see ones who have been away come back. As long as pics are still here, they won't be forgotten.

Tam

Missed alot. Gotta get going on making more pics, but with holidays and all, it butts into my other life here. LOL.
Probably more artsy stuff, when I get the chance. We'll see what cums into my wonderfully sick brain. (Or cums period.)

This place has sure opened up my eyes to being glad with what born with, and the brave folks who post. Made my life better for having joined. Odd, I know that sounds weird to say that, but just to know one is still okay, just to know that other people think like I do, and are creative with their pics as well as erotic, that is sooo fine!

A wonderful way to spend a cold nite, something hot to drink, and something hot to look at, then dream about later.
O my dreams have been so naughty Santa's gonna give me a lump of coal in my sock...rather have a new toy.

Thank you my dear friend for sharing the pics. Yummy. Wild nite last nite with my toy, and such sweet dreams...thought I'd die and didn't care. You helped my evening go very well...only thing better would have been if you were there to play with. ;P

Wonder if posting erotic stories can go under blog here. Am thinking of it...we'll see.

Later all.

write something....
Thanks to a friend I am part of this community...something I thought I would never do. it is very freeing and I have 'met' alot of very cool people...not just 'sex fiends' which is what I assumed this place would soley be about. I have found people who like beauty in their pictures, who are artists, gifted in their ways of seeing things with new eyes, and who like a variety of people, not just the 'perfect' ones. I have always loved photography, and have been able to post my 'work' here, and learn what 'works' and does not...what is concidered beautiful, or odd, or just fun to do. I have seen people with wonderful wonderful sense of humor, some of the pics, esp the digital ones had me laffing my ass off...(not really, I need the ass I got.)
So far, no bad reviews...but if I get them, at least I know who my friends are here. I am getting to like me, bad parts good parts, and some parts of mine I hadn't seen before joining here. Amazing, isn't it? We go all our lives thinking we are 'bad' and not okay. And sometimes don't even know our own bodies and selves. Screw that. We have what we have and we damn well better learn to love it, because this is the house we live in til we pass over to the other side.

Getting to know some of the people here as people, not just as bodies, or lovely fantasies is also a great thing...it breaks through the b.s., exposing oneself, and saying okay, cut the garbage, like me or not...no games...unless one is in chat. lol. (being a Scorpio I do NOT like to waste time, mine or anyone else's. be real, but be kind.) This is a place to learn to love oneself, and it is about time. I hope to become a premium member, but of course the holidays take what money we have ya know...later gators...I will be part of this more.

My friend, who got me into this place, will be leaving soon,
and I am mourning the loss even as I rejoice at his freedom to grow and be. This place will help me heal from that I hope, and make new friends, so I can decide whether to move on myself in my life, or stay where I am. We grow when we accept ourselves.
Then we have a chance at last to really live.

I read the blogs from others, and also I think of them in their lives, with their struggles, and I hope this place gives them a way to escape from them for awhile, a place to be appreciated, and known. I cheer them on. Their successes help me keep trying too.

Thanks all for the kind words to this newbie, I needed them so much more than you could ever ever imagine...o yeah, and it is soooo nice to be thought of as sexy. ;P

Tasty dreams and oh-so-sexy fantasies to all.


Tam