Ok, I am having a hard time understanding my wife here. We have 2 cars. I park my truck in the driveway and she parks the car on the street. Sometime there is no parking available. Last time she came home, we had a nice conversation on the phone while she left work. However, as soon as she came home, she blew up on ME!! about the parking situation. I just sat there dumbfounded wondering what I did. She went into the bedroom and closed the door. I gave her, her space and sat in the living room wondering when to approach her. I guess I gave her too much time and she got upset with me!! WTF??? I cant control who parks where on the street. I cant control how (double park) on the street, yet I am the punching bag? One moment is a nice luvy dubby conversation on the phone. The next I am sitting in the couch going WTF??!

I posted the previous blog right before marriage. Approximately 2 years later shit has hit the fan. I went through with the marriage and here I am bored as hell. When we got engaged, she didnt want to have sex until we got married. Well time flew by, we got married and I am no longer interested in her. There is a meme out there that says "women that dont cook, clean or suck dick always ask "Where are the good men?"" The good men just finished eating dinner and they're relaxing in a clean house about to get their dick sucked." I can honestly say that I am the one that does all the cleaning in the household. I do it to make sure that the time we do have off together we dont spend it together cleaning our 2 bedroom house. However, I feel that I go unappreciated. I clean everything, dishes, bathroom, pets etc. All I ask of her is to cook. Yet she complains about it and would rather sleep than cook. Thats all I ask of her. Fucken cook me lunch and dinner!!! I can handle breakfast on my own. I ask of her for 1 reponsibility and she fails at it. Sometimes I rather cook myself than hear her whine and complain about cooking. Come the fuck on!!! Ugh! Why did I get myself into this mess?? I try to make sure she is happy the most. That she has the least responsibilities and yet she complains about it. Fucken eh!!! What am i supposed to do?? I guess I am the only one to blame for it.

What is the point of marriage for a guy? I am sitting here pondering that question as I venture into that next step in life. As I am engaged I wonder whats the point of marriage for a guy?

Sex life? While me and her were dating the sex was great but damn has it drop off. She suggested no sex until we got married. I look at her now and I have no desire to have sex with her. I mean she does not dress sexy at all!! I mean she is like a nun, all covered up. She has already let herself go. When we go out to dinner, just a t-shirt, jeans and converse shoes. Dont get me wrong, gotta feel comfy, but ALL THE TIME???

Make me desire you, tease me! I look around and I see these ladies dressed so sexy. Low cut tops, wedges, high heels and skirts.

Lets see how long this marriage lasts.

We both agreed on chores around the house. But does she do her part? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO unless if i tell her to. Then she complains that i give her all these things to do.

I spend my days off making sure that the house is clean. what does she do on her day off? Definitely not cleaning.

Rant Over.