thehawke's blog post

I want so much, to tape my S.O. and I together. I love giving him a bj. I love how he eats my pussie. I never had someone who enjoyed eatting mine. He is the first for me on that. He turns me on . Others on here help with that. Love being on NN. So many beautiful people inside and out. What a blessing to get comments on things from so many. To all who do. Thank you for help making this older gal feel better about herself. Life had it's hard times. Has been so many good too. Right now it is on the rough side and being on here has helped. I have texted with so really nice cool people on here. Thank you for that.

I do want to thank all the Vets on here for our freedom. THANK YOU...

I am the widow of a Forse Recon Man, who did 38 missions behind enemy lines, many he was not allowed to wear his dog tags.

Today I am so blessed with my friends on here and very lucky to have learned how to love again. I learned after 8 1/2 years that you never stop loving them, nor will you loose the love for them. However love has room to grow. I am blessed to find the second love of my life. I also learned that our grieving is us being selfish, when we should be happy for them. They are in heaven and no longer in pain. When he first died, I want so badly too. My young daughters kept me here. I had a rough job of raising an 11 year old and a special needs adopted angel, 1 1/2 year old, myself for both of us. I am so proud of both my daughters. One is 26 and is in a masters program in college. The other just turned 16 today and will be my adult child. What a ride we three had. The three years after my husband died .... I threw up many times a day. Nothing stay down well. I gained weight, and my bp was threw the roof.

Today I have lost over 40 lbs and I hope to lose ten more. I been stuck at 163 ish lbs, for some time. I do hope I can shed more.

Sorry I am writing a book again.
Once again I want to thank you all here