thehawke's blog post - Sadness needs over comed

Colonic Inertia my eldest was told this week she has it. I wish it was me and not her. In other words her large intestines do not work. She just got married and wants to give birth just once. I do not know if she can. She is right now in the process of adopting an 12 year old girl who shw has known for some time now. That part make us happy.
That young girl keeps my daughter going a long with her husband and family. But its been so hard. I just want to cry at times. My children are my life. Even the one being adopted soon..
I know out of all places to ask for prayer. I just want my daughter to be better , healthy, and happy. That has been difficult since her father died over 16 years ago. I have cried many times for her. We had many things to over come. Fixing broke water pipes to firewood. . A mothers dreams are her children.

My adopted special needs daughter keeps us going.. Right now she my little chipmonk. Yesterday she had her wisdom teeth removed. My S.O. drove, both my daughters and me to the hospital to have them removed. Us girls are tight. The love we have as a family is awesome.
My S.O. and my girls make my life worth being here along with some of you.

My life is so complecated but it's mine. Please keep us in your prayers.
I will feel better when my daughter does. How I love them.