thehawke's blog post - Fears

Saturday, April 6, 2019, 6:32:10 AM

My fears are strong this year. I am filing for gardianship and power of attorney for my daughter with special needs. I so scared. If I am unable to get it, her life will not be good. She does things that are unsafe if you do not redirect her. She has stolen stuff but I caught it in time. So she can lie right to your face and not bat an eye. She is NOS, multiple disabilities, ADHD, and borderline MR.
I can not trust her home alone or out in the world. She like having a four or six year old. When we pokeymon go I have to watch her or she will walk out in front a car. She talks to about a hundred imaginary friend with her arms waiving in the air. She looks normal but she is not. I love her so so much. She is my life.
My stress is very bad right now. I will only feel relaxed when I get gardianship of her. She wants to stay with me that I do know.
I know this is not the best place to ask for prayers, but if you could they would be very appreciated.

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nortonthewhiz on 15-Apr-19 1:43:47

You have my prayers for you and her.

thehawke on 24-Apr-19 5:11:27

Thank you. So mush Nortonthewhiz.
In some ways I am in better shape than than I thought.
Still scary.
I need to grow some brass balls and say No to doctors and schools. And keep saying no. They do not like it when you disagree with them. It's very stressful. But she is worth it.
Some doctors think they are your boss. They are not. They should ask not order you about.
I probly will look for different doctor. Some do not like you in the room with your child. Well I will always be in the room with her. I will not allow then to push me out as one did for the first time. No more. Pissed me off.
And my daughter was upset too.
Never again with this one. I just vented sorry..