been thinking for awhile now whether to just delete my pics or just delete my whole accnt and have really been leaning now with just deleting my entire profile cuz it seems like i am not having as much fun anymore.

well as i said kinda bored today and couldnt help but think, even though i have facebook friends and nn friends, i look more at my nn friends profiles and stuff than my facebook or myspace friends.just thought it was kinda strange i care more about people who i have most likely no chance of ever seeing than people who i have actually been friends with before.


Oh and before i forget Happy V-DAY Everyone

so alot of people have realized i did a brazillian jiu jitsu tournament today, well bad news on that. i lost both of my fights pretty badly but its just part of the process of getting better. when i get the chance i will be posting the videos onto youtube and for those that want the link i can either pm it or just post it onto here.

most people on here know i follow mma really closely, well this weekend i finally get to meet some of the greatest mma fighters in the midwest and one is my favorite fighters of all time and he is the whole reason i got into mixed martial arts to begin with. I'm all giddy like a school girl to meet this guy cuz he has been my idol in mma for 2 years now and never thought i would meet him.

got the new puppy dont know how to post on here, so if you want to see pics let me know i can send some to you or figure something out she is way too cute though and tiny as hell....







I know not the best pics but they were with my phone so dont hate me..

well even though I hate it, it was bound to happen, the first snowfall. I HATE SNOW!!!!!!

so as most of my friends know my dog had heart surgery this morning, and well its really hard for me to say this but he died on the operating table.......

As alot of people know, I have a few dogs, both bulldogs. They arent the first we have had, last year on this day we lost our first bulldog to what we think is a stroke, it is the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with seeing that dog is such a bad predicament and being helpless to help him at all. It was probably the worst feeling in the world when we had to put him down, I cried for about a week when I kept thinking of how much he meant to my family, even just thinking about him now makes me cry Its always supposed to be happy around the holidays but this one hurts more than it should.

http://www.chicagotribune.com/features/columnists/advice/chi-1015-ask-amyoct15,0,1509879.column



Dear Amy: I'm a 56-year-old woman. My husband, "Larry," is 54, and we've been married for four years.

My husband works across the street from a bar he frequents daily after work.

The bartender, "Roxanne," is a single woman; I'm guessing she's in her 30s.

Roxanne has been sending homemade porn videos to my husband's cell phone.

I feel this is extremely disrespectful not only to me but also to our marriage.

Am I wrong to be upset by this?

My husband thinks it's funny.

We don't have the best relationship right now because he does frequent the bar on a daily basis. I'm considering letting Roxanne know how offended I am over this.

What do you think?



-- Freaking Out in Fresno

Dear Freaking Out: I find myself wishing (on your behalf) that you hung out with a better class of people.

What I mean is -- homemade porn? Really? (I seem to remember a long-ago time when if you wanted to give something homemade, you would whip up a casserole.)

So yes, go ahead and ask "Roxanne" personally to delete your husband's number from her "contact" list. Don't belabor how offensive this is to you -- I have a feeling Roxanne is either not going to understand -- or care. (Your husband obviously doesn't.)

If your husband is drinking every night after work, then yes you should also let him know how this affects you.

Then you should engage in some quiet reflection and ask yourself some important questions.

You have one life. Is this how you want to live it? Do you deserve better?

I bet you do.

I am just taking a poll about the new pic i posted, if you havent looked its me hairless. i am just wondering who like the hair and who like the no hair???? please let me know and we will see what happens.