thing7's blog post - For Pat S. -- she'll never know I told you all.

She was very shy, but it was her who kissed my neck when we were only supposed to be hugging after a church meeting.

She had been sent as a young girl to live with and take care of an elder aunt, and that had made her who she was. A puff of smoke, wisp of barely heard words, few and far between. She had married a cop and kept him together for 22 years. One night he had stepped over the line and when I met her she had been alone for 3 years.

I had been alone 2 years, and had this large, pornographic past attached to me additionally. I was not weird, but my experience was so rare, it might as well have been, and I walked alone.

After she kissed me, we waited a week, then became lovers. She was coming to me from a cop's bed -- a spidery aunt's soul trap. I came to her from a past almost no one would have wanted to know about, though almost anyone would have seized on it for purposes of talk.

She surprised me, she was so sensual. I had never flowed like that with any woman, and with her every movement was part of every other kiss, caress, sigh and feeling my most private thing inside her most private thing was sublime. I never enjoyed anyone so well.

One night I whispered something to her about her pussy, and she stopped everything. Took me by the face gently and said 'that word makes me uncomfortable.'

I was surprised. I'd always thought it was the prettiest sexual term, but I wanted things to be good for her, so I did what I could to remove it from my thoughts. With 'pussy' off limit as too vulgar, I was left with nothing to say. I suppose she hadn't realized such a basic limit would leave us speechless. We had talked a little -- she had been quieter than me, by nature, and hardly said a word til she realized my silence was restricting me. I was not the same man, though I tried to be.

After a half hour of a new kind of awkwardness between us, she held my face again, tenderly, and told me I could say anything I wanted to say to her. Tongue set free again, I was off the leash, and we went back to our loving. She made dinner for me once, but we were both so consumed by desire that, when I came in, we kissed and she turned off the stove and we went to bed and made love all night. Ate supper for breakfast before we both went off to our worldly works.

Turned out she liked being talked to in the vulgar way. That excited me more than ever, and I watched in amazement one night when she began helplessly sucking my toes, as if each one was a dick. I had never thought of my toes as sexual, but the way her mouth worked on them went straight to the little area just under my pee hole and sizzled like a beautiful electric shock.

We became more and more familiar, and she began blowing me, accepting my training when I needed to help her use lips and not teeth. She gagged the first time she ate my sperm, but never again after that. She seemed more to drink than to eat it, in fact. Slurping so that I was ashamed one night when her daughter stayed in the next bedroom.

I went through an extreme challenge once and did not visit her bed for a month, and that daughter, a pretty redheaded 18 year old, actually approached me at the college and asked me to come back and sleep with her mother again as soon as possible. "She is impossible without you!"

I came back, and could not function right, so we did a little, then nestled together for hours and felt naked, and made a date for a few weeks later, when my agon would be complete.

For those weeks, she called me every day and reminded me how many days were left until I would be inside her again. She always asked me to save my sperm for her, and always made sure to say that she was going to use her mouth on my priivates like the starving woman she was.

The last several nights, I continued jacking my dick to the point of orgasm, then stopping just short. My balls got in the way of my legs as I walked around during those weeks. My balls bulged for awhile, then ached for awhile, then felt so unusually full that I don't have words for it. I have never had such a load in my nuts in all my life, and when she would call very late to remind me not to cum, I would tell her I was hard as an oak, so full of cum I was afraid I might drown her, and she would reassure me that she could drink it all and would not drown. She promised to suck me off more than once.

I wondered if it would be possible for anyone to cum twice, given the massive amount of sperm I could tell I was going to feed her the first time, but I was just a suck-object by then and I wandered around working, mind between my legs and in her mouth, waiting.

The night we finally got together, I sat naked, leaning against pillows and she crawled naked to me from the side, her head down the whole time, never making any pretense that she was going to do anything but suck my dick, and she did gobble it for me with a passion. I groaned, cried out at least once, my toes were flexing compulsively, and her mouth jacked me off like a machine, lips tight around my meat, hard so to grip my dick and get it the way she wanted it.

Something held me back -- she sucked for 45 minutes -- I was hesitant to unload such a mass of sperm into the mouth of a woman who had had such a sheltered life, and had only begun fucking regular a year before, only been blowing my toes, showing me her dirty mouth and talking dirty to me for a month. I could hardly believe she could handle what was going to come jetting into her naked mouth, and I warned her one last time: "I have never come anywhere near feeding any woman I've ever known the way I'm going to feed you. You are going to drink the largest load any woman in the country is going to drink tonight, and it won't be long. Don't let me down, drink it all and gulp it down good for me, ok?"

she nodded her head enthusiastically as she whipped her tight mouth up and down my bone, and then I felt the tiny twinge, deep back between my legs, and I told her that. I felt the twinge linger and then grow into a deeper feeling, the way it does at the best of times, and every change, I told her of them, and got excited repeating that I could not believe how much cum she was going to be fed. Felt so goddamned good to say that to her!

She kept gobbling and the feeling grew and spread through my entire crotch and back to my butthole, my balls drew up, my legs were thrashing, she was making desperate sounds as she dove and dove and dove onto me with that nice-girl mouth we were going to sully,

and then she took me over the line and I came like I imagine a horse must feel, a huge explosion the like of which I had never felt before and have never felt since. She never hesitated, never quit blowing me beautifully. I saw her cheeks swell out and saw her throat work as she swallowed, again and again, complete mouthfuls of my semen.

It took me 3 or 4 minutes to stop oozing, and ten minutes for the orgasm to end. She sucked me very gently the whole time, and when she could tell she had it all and I was overcome, she lay her head on my stomach and nursed on my dick for another 15 minutes, like a baby with a pacifier.

long time later, she knelt naked over me and we talked about it in detail. It was the lewdest thing I have ever heard or talked about in all my life.

I wish that experience on all of you, male and female. Write and tell me about it if you do it, or if you have already done it, ok?