tiny_titties's blog post - Pay for play?

Sunday, December 29, 2019, 12:07:08 PM

So, last year, I got paid for sex.
There, I said it.
That has been weighing on me ever since.

It all started with meeting this older woman at my Sunday morning yoga class- we hit it off, and hooked up at my place. She invited me over to her beautiful beachside home the next weekend (I knew her husband would be there), and it was obvious they had serious money. Water fountain, garden room, heated bathroom floors... it was a wonderful weekend.

I went back the next weekend, and it got pretty wild. They really pushed my limits, my comfort zone. I hadn't allowed this level of control over me since I was a slave to my ex-boyfriend, and hadn't intended to be put in that position ever again, but it did, and I loved it. And although they both dominated me (it was better than I had ever experienced before- the way it should be)- it was she who was the main Domme- even to him. She was the one giving my instructions, making it clear to me what she wanted.

Anyway, this was the big part: when I got home and opened my overnight bag, there was an envelope on top with a very significant amount of cash.

I immediately texted her about it, taking a surprised/ shocked/ slightly offended tone, and she responded that they hoped this could be a regular weekend appointment, and they appreciated my willingness to "trying new things" (they had no idea about my past as a slave), and that they knew it was costly to take off the weekend.

See, back then, I cleaned houses on the weekends- and it "cost me" quite a bit to even skip one (not to mention pissing off the other two girls I worked with). This was their way for me to continue me coming over to them on those weekends.

But for the next three weekends, I was their slave. I did as I was told. And I got paid. Yes, I know what that makes me.

I tried to rationalize it at the time- like, "even on dates, a guy pays for dinner, movies, sometimes gifts- but that is okay?" and stuff like that. But I knew that's just me trying to rationalize it.

Anyway, I was required to be naked the entire time I was there (except for an apron if I’m cooking), unless there are visitors (there rarely were.) Pleasure them in any way. I wore their collar.

I pretty much said no to nothing, but I did have a few hard limits, which they respected (until they didn't, which is how it ended- more on that later). They respected “red- yellow- green” safe words. I maintained my anonymity to anyone outside them (more for me than them), unless I had agree ahead of time to someone else joining in- (that only occurred once, with my consent, and then the last visit, which easn't, and ended it all), and no cleaning. I was fucking sick of cleaning other peoples houses.

More in a bit if anyone is interested, so leave a comment below if you are, and ask questions if you have any.
Oh yea- also- tell me if what I did makes me a prostitute.

Comments

Others Have Said:

wanderlust85 on 29-Dec-19 12:22:18

Keen to hear the conclusion to the story. Don’t think you’d be classed as a prostitute in their eyes or this situation. While there was money involved seemed to be more to compensate for your inconvenience, just happened to be a bonus that you’re a lil minx that didn’t come down in the last sex shower. I think the appropriate term for what happened was that you were their unicorn! Just too bad they took it too far and its over. Hope it was cathartic getting that part out!

dfdarthur on 29-Dec-19 12:22:30

Would luv to hear more about these weekends.....devil 8s in the details....m!!!

TNBuilder on 29-Dec-19 12:49:21

I do not see you as a prostitute in this situation. I see it sort of the same as you mentioned (although Male view) If I take a woman out on a date, I pay for things, if we sleep together that does not make her a prostitute she is my date. I know some will disagree with me but as an old friend of mine once said, one way or the other as Males, we end up paying for pleasure many times. I know there are fantastic marriages where both parties want and appreciate sex, but I guess my relationships have been pretty messed up and I always feel as if I am paying one way or the other.
FWIW - I have never gone to a prostitute although I was tempted when in Amsterdam about 18 years ago.

518nudist on 29-Dec-19 13:05:43

Finding unsolicited cash after a fun weekend, no, that doesn't make you a prostitute. Skipping out subsequent weekends on your cleaning job because you knew you would be paid better as a slave, one could make the case for prostitution. The reason I would say that it wasn't is because you were finding enjoyment in it all whereas a prostitute no longer finds the pleasure, just a job. And then you stopped the whole thing once you stopped finding the enjoyment. Must have made for some interesting yoga classes!

Anxious to hear more details of what you were doing, wouldn't do, and what finally ended it.

jweber on 29-Dec-19 13:54:31

You did it of your own free will and not expecting the cash. I think good for you and you enjoyed it. Thats the best part. I think you should hook up with them again if it was good but set up clear guidelines or you are gone for good. Anyway, Cheers J

johnnyel on 29-Dec-19 16:00:36

WOW

Fresh_and_Spicy on 29-Dec-19 18:00:49

No, not a prostitute. That was them making sure you didn't get hurt by missing a paycheck by being with them. It was kind of them, IMO.

griz242 on 29-Dec-19 18:27:53

First,I would like to hear more. Second, this does make you a prostitute. Probably won't be a popular comment but I think it's accurate. Sure, the first time was not you but you went back knowing you'd perform sex acts and get paid. You could have scheduled times where you weren't working and turned down the money. You chose to not do one job and to do another job (even if you enjoyed it more). I also want to say that I think prostitution should not be a crime. It is just another profession but one that has been stigmatized by religious fanatics and society in general over time.

milkywayman on 29-Dec-19 18:56:10

Like many have said, far from being a hooker, it seems to me that they knew that it cut into your funding, and besides you all had fun. I think you shouldn't let it weigh you any more. :) Besides, I'd love to hear the rest of the story ;)

swampbuck on 30-Dec-19 11:00:37

I enjoyed reading your story. Sounds like you had a great experience. Can’t wait to read more. I like how you have code words in your experience’s. Thanks for sharing. Feeling like a few tacos tonight. But that’s a different story.
SB

SouthernScorpio on 30-Dec-19 14:30:54

I hope it was a great experience despite your inner struggle with it.
People like to use the word "prostitute" or "whore" when they are trying to be degrading. But that's a bunch of bullshit. I say if people are willing to pay you for something, don't have shame in selling it. Especially if you enjoy it. Let society deal with labels and morality. You'll never fit into everyone's version of it anyway so who cares?
Do what makes you happy and what you are comfortable with.

hornito18 on 3-Jan-20 8:19:57

Great story! Am I getting a hint that seeing yourself as a sexy hooker turns you on? Maybe a little bit?

BillysBackAgain on 5-Jan-20 13:58:23

I'd say not. You received a gift for your company after the event - you didn't solicit services. And I'm going to guess you would have returned wether more cash was foregoing or not, because that's who you are

Waltham58 on 1-Jul-21 15:39:35

OMG you are amazing. I wish I had your adventurous attitude. I love reading your blogs. Tom