tjebe
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Saturday, April 16, 2005, 6:00:29 AM- April 16th | ||
Its late and i am tired so this is going to be short. I have finally put some new ones up. How you like. Things are crazy crazy here. But it looks like there is going to be some new photos taken again very soon. So were back and ready to play. Missed you all. Hugs and Hugs Red | ||
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Friday, February 25, 2005, 3:19:35 PM- OK OK OK!! | ||
Ok, I get the message. I will tell my photographer to get back to work... Things have just been soooo crazy around here. It may take a couple of days due to the fact that I have done something to my back and ribs and am sooo sore. But I bet I can find some that aren't up yet to help with the the ass fix Thank you all for the support over the last couple of weeks. | ||
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Thursday, January 20, 2005, 2:54:11 PM- GREAT NEWS!!! | ||
Baby J is supposed to be coming home by the end of next week. I am so excited. It will be such a relief once he is out of the hospital. He is up to 4lbs and as cute as can be. I have decided that (thanks to you who sent encouragement) I will continue to post. I don't know when I will start again since our schedules are sooo up side down. But soon. Thank you everyone for the kind words that you sent. Red | ||
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005, 3:44:40 AM- Why | ||||||
I have been asked as to why I have not posted any new pics in the last couple of weeks. There are two main reasons: If you read the blogs posted before this one you will know the 1st reason. The second reason is that because untill I lose some weight I won't post anymore. I took a very big chance step whatever you call it and posted on this site. For the longest time everyone was great and the welcoming was so amazing. I didn't feel as shy or insecure. Then they started to come in and when the first ones came I just deleted them and said what do they know... But now even though it has been a couple of weeks they are still coming in and not just from the same person. I would never send someone a pm and tell them mean and nasty things. I understand what it feels like to be short and as they put it FAT. I want to thank those of you who have from day 1 always supported me and been kind with your words. I am not leaving the site just going to work on my "MAJOR PROBLEM AREAS". I continue to look foward to reading the amazing stories that are posted in blogs and on the message boards. I also will continue to pop into the chat room when I can find time. Hugs and Kisses to all of you who support me and everyone else who took a chance on this site. Red P.S. These are the last ones to upload and some will come down. | ||||||
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Friday, January 7, 2005, 5:36:17 AM- Snow | ||
This has been such a long week. It wasn't until tonight that I realized that tomorrow is Friday. I am so ready. The girls were burried today. And then it began to lightly snow..... I don't understand. These people are good people. The didn't deserve this. Their family didn't deserve this.... No known cause. No explanation. The baby boy is doing well though. the one bright spot in all this pain.... So much pain and saddness. A family who can't stop crying. The babies were placed with other babies. They are surrounded by other little angels that were taken well before thier families were ready. So so sad. It seems so pointless. I don't understand nobody does. I guess that little boy needed two angels to guide him through the path we all call life. | ||
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Saturday, January 1, 2005, 10:00:44 PM- When Tomorrow Starts Without Me | ||
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today; While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my ete, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterday's, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you And maybe see you smile. But then I fully realized, That this could never be, For emptiness and memories, Would take the place of me. And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow. But when I walked thorugh heaven's gates, I felt so much at home. When God looked down and smiled at me, From His great golden throne, He said, "this is eternity, And all I've promised you." Today for life on earth is past. But here it starts anew. I promise no tomorrow. But today will always last, And since each day's the same day There's no longing for the past. But you have been so faithful, So trusting and so true. Thought there were times you did some things, You knew you shouldn't do. But you have been forgiven And now at last you're free. So wouldn't you take my hand And share my life with me? So when tomorrow starts without me, Don't think we're far apart, For every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart. Author: Unknown | ||
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Friday, December 31, 2004, 11:22:27 AM- Three babies..........one baby | ||
This has been a very sad sad week for us. My best friend lost two of the three babies she was carrying. We lost Matty on Wednesday and her sister Payton on Thursday and they delivered all 3lbs 16oz of Jacob on Thursday. At this point there is no know cause. Both girls looked the same and there were no deformaties that anyone could see. It makes me VERY VERY grateful for the three healthy beautiful onrey kids I have. On my way home from the hospital I reflected on how life is given to us and how easily it can be taken. All my friend has ever wanted in life was to be a mom and we pray that little fragile Jacob will make it through the next 24 hours. It brings life into prespective. (and its after 5am on Friday and I have yet to find my bed so forgive the spelling and rambling). The parents are doing well. They got to see the identical twin girls and that has started the healing process. The girls already looked like angels. Everything was fine Everything was going so well. It is just so unfair. After everything they have gone through to even have children. Thankfully we still have J. He was so tiny. Three cribs, three carseats three swings everything was done in threes and we now have one. One very special angel.. Life is too short.. My kids will grow to fast... I will work to much...I have worked toooo much. So many things have been missed and for what?? The path has to curve now because its too short. We must now plan two funnerals. We have to stay strong for the one in intensive care. Time to change the path. To slow things down a bit and take time to reflect. Since I have been up over 24 almost 48 hours I shold get to bed because the kids will be up in 2 hours and a cranky mom is not what any of us need. So give your loved ones an extra hug and kiss today and be thankful you still have them because in a split second your entire world could change. | ||
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Thursday, December 16, 2004, 1:28:07 AM- Frantic Christmas | ||
I am usually very organized but this year I am so far behind!!! I have NOTHING under my tree for the kids.... I have stocking stuffer stuff baught but thats IT!! It is beginning to look like I am going to be shopping the week of Christmas... I can't believe how fast this year has flown by. Is anyone else out there as NOT ready for Christmas as I am.. I am usually done with all my shopping by the first weekend in December. I still have cookies and breads to make. And Christmas cards...Well, they are sitiing at the store waiting for me to go buy some.. We even put the tree up late... Oh well, the tree and lights are up (still putting lights up) and its COLD COLD COLD... So it must be almost Christmas.. I hope everyone gets what they want for Christmas. Hugs and Kisses Red | ||
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Friday, December 10, 2004, 12:28:00 AM- Back!!!! | ||
Guess What???? I will be posting again as of the 10th!! I am so excited to be back.. Things around this house were going 90 to nothing and I was just worn out... So for those of you that have wondered what happened to me I am still around and Thank you for letting me know that the break was long enough It made my day and you know who you are I hope everyone is having a wonderful time on this amazing site..... | ||
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Saturday, November 27, 2004, 7:47:03 AM- Thank you NN!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ||
I could not ever imagine that I would be on the home page!!!! Someone mentioned it to me in chat tonight just as i was checking a pic out and there I was.... Totally amazed and so so so so so flattered..... Hubby was happy... If you could have only seen his smile. I won't tell you want he said (it was all good) Anyway, thank you NN, I am very very very flattered... | ||
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