It was sooo good the first time. I get all excited thinking about it... my first blog. Now all I want to do is blog all the time. Gee, will I become a blog slut? Blogging here, blogging there... I'm hope so *blush*
All kidding aside, I am actually nervous about pouring out my soul for all the world to see. Why would I do that? Why would I expose myself to ridicule or criticism, or worse, complete indifference. On the other hand, I could just goof around like I did in my first blog and get a few applause (thanks for that). I'd definitely like to write erotic stories, perhaps a fantasy envolving some the people I meet on this site. You're all so beautiful... But it's the desire to reveal myself, or at least part of myself that appeal to me the most. Why is that?
I have a desire to push bondaries that's for sure. I mean that's what this site is all about, for those who participate anyway. It has to do with being creative I think. When it comes to blogging, I think more women blog than men and I wonder if that has something to do with enjoying feeling vulnerable. (Are women more creative than men?) I'm no expert of course and haven't done any reading on the subject, but it seems to me people who blog enjoy sharing their very personal thoughts. And that tends to be more of a chic thing.
I don't know where I'm going with this, so maybe I should just shut up. I guess what I was trying to say is that I want to blog to share some very intimate thoughts, but I don't know why. Someone mentionned that blogging can be cathartic and I guess that's what it all boils down to. I'm just afraid I'm deluding myself. Maybe I'm blogging for validation, approval of some sort or to fill the huge voids in my life, to relieve some of the pain... It's not a Greek tragedy, it's just I'm stuck and I have been for a long time.
Maybe I'll go check out some boobies and masterbate. I'll feel better. | 
