tommygirl's blog post - he loves me....BUT....

I am writing this blog as a form of therapy for me. Sometimes getting my thoughts down on paper seems to make me feel better and today - I am pretty sad.

A while back I wrote a blog entitled "plucking daisies" and introduced my knight in shining armour to my wonderful friends at NN. I was very nervous about writing about him in that first blog. Worried I might jinx things....perhaps I should have ran with that.....LOL! Damn hindsight!!

Sadly today I am writing because things didn't work out for us.

This is not a man bashing/man hating blog. In fact I don't hate him at all.....I love him with all my heart which is why I have agreed to his terms and his wishes.

For everything there is a "season" and a "reason" and although I don't fully understand all the reasons right now I hope in time I will and I hope that we can remain long time friends. There never has been and NEVER will be another "you".

Not every fairy tale has a happy ending. Not every princess fits the glass slipper. That is the reality of love. Sometimes when you love something so very much you have to set it free.

I am comforted today by his words, comforted by the fact that he does indeed still love me. I am a better person for having him as part of my life.

Sooooo if he happens to read this blog...I want him to know that I think I am gonna be fine and I am looking forward a different end to this fairy tale we started. Princesses are not used to not getting everything they want/when they want it but I guess summer just wasn't our "season"....

I love you babe.....I ALWAYS WILL. I wish you nothing but happiness and can't wait till the day our paths cross again.

Love: "tommygirl"....aka "princess sunshine"....aka.....

/me exits with a box of tissues but oddly a smile on my face (that smile he loved so much)...I think today...he would be proud of me.