Mondays come and I don't feel like I relaxed all that much,, there was lots of friends and family time which was fantastic but I had a pretty heavy week at work and and spent most of it sitting in a room filled with hate, anger, sadness and longing over something a person had done, I'm normally pretty good at blocking it all out and turning off, I never need to pay too much attention to what's being said but after 4 days of it I spent most off the weekend not being able to relax and having nightmares to the point of waking up screaming after working it all out and feeling like I can relax it's Monday and I'm back into the grind. I'd hate to think how long the black spell would have lasted without my amazing partner and supportive family. |