there are plenty of looks one gets all day long... bored looks when sitting in university hoping the lesson will be over, surprised looks when you say something strange, confused looks,...
but today, on my way home i got a look that threw me off.
imagine:
you are walking home... same way you go every day. just 2 corners before you are home a guy (you do not know) comes from the other direction. first he checks you out up and down (not really easy with my kind of winter clothes... but whatever). then he gives you that smile. a smile you sure as hell did not expect. a smile that says "i had sex with you and had loads of fun at it"
so ever since my brain is on overdrive. first thing was a mental list of all guys i ever slept with. no hit there. then i thought about guys i might have had a few naughty moments with in a bar or so... very short list, no hits. next list was of guys i ever talked to (especially when a bit tipsy... i am not shy talking sex then), no hit with those i remember. the last list so far was a list of neighbors i remember... when the blinds are up they do get to see me undressed once in a while... but no hit there either.
so all together i can say: either my brain is in worse shape than i thought, or he mixed me up or i missread the smile... but he got me thinking... without probably knowing it.
and what do you learn from it? be aware of the way you look at someone... it might be your fault the person has to go through many lists in their head