Saturnfinger1's blog post - Who's looking?

I recently deleted all of my pics, because I thought "who really wants to see this?". I know people who would try to tell me that I'm being my own worst critic. Then there are those that were very kind to me and say nice things in order to help me feel better about myself. I appreciate their thoughts, but I know that I'm not what any woman wants to look at and/or fantasize about (My ex wife probably fantasized about anyone else she could think of, when we did have sex. Kinda surprised she never asked me to wear a mask, TBH.), so I decided- what's the point? My initial thought on posting here, was that there's that slim chance that I'd get some comments that would help me see myself in a different way. That maybe it might help my self esteem, but no. The strange thing to me is that now that there's no pics posted, that would draw any attention to my profile, my profile views count continues to go up. Which, to me, begs the question- who's looking?