FORGET IT ! DON'T MENTION IT, AND DON'T EVEN THINK OF IT ! NOT FOR ONE SECOND ! EVER !
After Phillip had left this morning to go to the Press House because of an article for tomorrow, I started to read my own blogs of the last few weeks. I must admit I was not unpleased with myself - besides my diary, which I have been doing regularly since I was 14 - I never had the chance of writing anything - except for comments under my students' essays, which sometimes make the girls cry and the boys become aggressive.
But when I came to 16th March, and read the comment which wise and wonderful MissP had written below my text ("oh... it seems like Annette has a crush... and I'm not surprised"
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it was like a blow over my head, which opened my eyes: My entire blog reads as if I was heading for absolute disaster.
My information about Phillip's fantasy in which a very young girl is to participate, all my information about Ambitious Annette, MissP's comment. Phillip's interest when I told him of Annette, and his suggestion to be friendly with her and not only correct her mistakes. I was shocked. And started to open the few messages which were waiting for me on NN this morning. And already the first one came up with some brilliant and most useful advice: "Maybe you have not noticed, but ...".
NO, NOT HER ! FORGET IT ALL - ONCE AND FOREVER ! PLEASE!