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Hello everyone, its perhaps time now to update this information for you, having been posting on this site for some time now.
When I first started posting on here, that was following the advise of a very close friend, I was really unsure about posting, I am lacking in self confidence and quite insular in myself, but after going through some fairly major trauma's in my life, my friend suggested posting a few discreet photo's might help to re-build my shattered self confidence and although I was rather reluctant to begin with, I agreed to try it.
Well nearly four years later, I am still astounded at the response to my pictures and how it has changed my life!! I do have my own PC now I have also become quite computer literate, and I now spend most my time on here, chatting away to all my many new 'internet' friends from all over the world and my self confidence has grown enormously (as you will be able to tell from the way my photo's have developed...)!!I still dont intend to ever go topless, sorry!! That isnt really my vibe and anyway, that would be, sort of, be the end of 'Bragirl' in a way. But I do hope to be posting for some time to come yet!!.
I guess thats about it really, thanks to my friend for opening the door to this new world for me, but also many many many thanks to everyone who votes or posts such lovely comments on my photo's or takes the time to send me a pm or read my ramblings in my blogs and then still want to talk to me...You know who you all are! A big thank you to you all, for helping me to change my life around, BIG HUG and take care x:)x
Wednesday, October 24, 2012, 7:13:08 PM- Yet another tune....
Today I think I finally recovered from all the bad vibes of the past few days with one thing and another going on here there and everywhere. I am back to almost full think positive mode and I am also building up a surplus to replenish my positive vibe stash so I can share and help others. I have finally stopped beating myself up for now and stopped feeling angry towards others you simply cant reach. Its once again partly down to you guys I am feeling happier, your continued support really helps me, so thank you so much for once again coming to my rescue and putting a smile on my face with your words of encouragement. Thank you as always people takecare and my love xxxx Just some chill out I like....
"take care lovely lady, always know where I am x"- huddo67
Tuesday, October 23, 2012, 6:00:45 AM- Oh he must really like me.....
yet another so eloquently written mail from rideMyCockSlut69 yet another alias of the racist troll keep them coming I need the laugh.... To BraGirl Subject Hey Douche Bag Body
I read your profile were you say you are lacking Self Confidence. no shit you are. after all look at your nasty & disgusting ass uploads. I wish that so called friend would of never got you to upload in the first place. you are a worthless piece of shit so it stand to reason that you would go through Trauma. Karma is a mother Fucker I want to thank you for posting my mail to you under my other Nickname in you Blog. do not forget to post it & this mail in the forums & your status. thank you after all being famous is famous if it be in a Positive or Negative way. so i think you douche Bag Its true that I'm a Racist. There is not other way to be in this life. its far better then being a NIGGER LOVER/WETBACK LOVER, etc. i hope all you you decease fools die off so the world can go back to PURE white for white, black for black & so on. thank for getting my other nickname removed. I was getting tired of it anyways please do me another favor & get this one removed also. I need to create me another nickname anyways. like i have said so many times before. I will never truly ever be gone from this site. I am this KING of Resurrection. I have been on this site way before you & most others. ill be here after your gone to Ill make me up another NEW email to create another profile on this site soon. so be looking for me once again i can also get around IP Bans so there is NO keeping me off this site I'm afraid & whats this talk of a troll?... I stand 6'1. I have be taught to believe that Trolls stand 3 to 4 feet tall.
Monday, October 22, 2012, 6:44:54 PM- My hate mail from the texashunk racist troll....
Found this nasty thing in my inbox from our resident racist arsehole, who I shall also be reporting to support seems my very good friend Army Brat and I have a fan I am extremely flattered to be in such good company. Sticks and stones mate sticks and stones
BraGirl Subject Your Pathetic Body
You say not to feed me in text to others then you keep on posting your stupid ass worthless text to me on MY! statuses. I love how i get to you so much. I would not allow you to piss on me with your Contaminated piss. your Disgusting Cunt.
"ignore these people with insecurities and trust us all here instead x"- Rolandkeys1
Wednesday, October 10, 2012, 3:04:34 PM- So today and news I forgot lol
So it been confirmed I do have an hernia and I do need corrective surgery. I am now on the waiting list bad news is they wont proceed with the operation until they know the results of the Brain scan they dont want me to have a seizure on the operating table now do they??? I also forgot to tell you about court and my none payment of tv license fine...Well I didnt make the payment on the 21st of July nor have I heard anything since. I am not at all sure whats going on there but not at all worried about it either. Maybe they have come to the conclusion its not cost effective to pursue me for the £185 I still owe in unpaid fines as it costs something like £100 per day to hold/feed a prisoner anyways. We will just have to wait and see I suppose but I am still refusing to pay them. I thought for those who are adrenalin junkies like myself you might like this short clip Its the first successful test run of the rocket that will eventually be attached to a British built supersonic car called the Bloodhound~ [url]http://www.bloodhoundssc.com/[/url] I am not at all sure when it will actually hit tarmac and run but wow give me a do mister!!! Takecare guys xxxx
"My thoughts with you too angel x x x x x"- dewberry
Wednesday, October 10, 2012, 8:01:43 AM- Here is the blog I have been threatening....
Crikey where to start..I have so much to tell you and half of it I have forgotten anyway its been that long!! I suppose as my health is the main issue, I should start with that I think sub categorys might be in order today so..
General health:-
I went along to see the neurolgist last Friday regarding the seizures, he confirmed I am most certainly suffering from them. he wants to discuss what happens when I do fit with anyone who has witnessed them. sadly my eldest Son has only seen the aftermath, the guy I saw briefly from London he witnessed four of them, I have contacted him, but heard nothing back. The thing is, I wouldnt know at all if I have had one, I get no warning one is coming and I have no knowledge of them at all, so I cant provide any information. I only know I am constantly typing words I had no intention of typing making extreme typos same with my speech I can think a word and say another its disturbing to be frank and getting worse. I cant blame that on smoking weed either I have really cut back in fact I have not had a joint now in almost two weeks. The neurologist wants me to start taking anti seizure drugs. I have forgotten which one now, he said it was relatively new, but it would also give me mood swings. I am thinking oh great I am already suffering those with the bloody menopause and I am totally resistant to the idea anyways. I mean if I was fitting everyday then alright, granted I dont know if I am but I am not so sure I am anyways its an unnecessary drug in my system if you ask me. Now if he wants to prescribe diazepam though which is highly doubtful I am happy to take them from him, there is a huge black market for downers I could make a buck or two!! I am being flippant I wouldnt take those either. But seriously if the frequency of these seizures increases then I will have to reconsider but for now, no thanks!!! I have to go back in a month for an actual Brain scan, I hear my buddies on status have a pool going as to whether they will actually locate a Brain at all!! My heart condition is still there its debilitating sometimes prevents me from accomplishing all I used to prior to allowing this nasty thing in when I fell over, I had always been very fit and healthy now I get breathless and my heart pounds within my chest to the point where it is painful. I am learning to live with it and just keep taking the medication. I also have an femoral hernia, I recall going to my Doctors back in May complaining of abdominal pain, I was dismissed, then low and behold turns out I now have to have corrective surgery for it. Bangs head against the wall in frustration at the lack of care again from my Doctor. I am actually going up to the hospital this morning regarding that I will let you know.
Love life/sex life:- Whats that??? I have nothing at all to tell you on that regard its a blank dormant and full of cobwebs.
General well being:-
All things considered I am pretty good, I am and always will be a lone fighter thats not to say I dont have any support, I am so blessed to have plenty of friends who will give me support should I need it. But I think most know I tend to fight my own battles and it is very rare I ask for help from anyone or even discuss whats on my mind to be frank. When I get down I am never down for long I remind myself of others around the globe who are experiencing a far more difficult path in life than I I am helpless to help apart from sending love, hugs and giving my support to them in some way and that usually brings me round. Since we passed the autumn equinox back in September the air ground temperature is certainly dropping fast now and the days are getting shorter which means longer nights thats good for me to Star and Planet gaze I spend a great deal of time in my yarden which is away from street lights so perfect for watching stuff flying about up there and trust me I have seen some weird shit zooming about!! That leads me nicely onto my yarden...
My yarden:-
Well I cant tell you how much I have so enjoyed being in there during the Summer I have actually got the balance of Flowers right to attract Bees and insects. I have never seen such a high concentration of life in there I am so pleased. I finally sussed out why I have a scarce blue Damsel fly taking up residence, I am providing a perfect habitat for Mosquitoes (I could hear them buzzing around my head while trying to sleep) Of which the larvae is a good food source for the nymphs so that explains that story. I actually saw Danny Damsel mate with a female but sadly I wasnt quick enough to get a picture they stay coupled together for at least fifteen minutes, so he took her off somewhere private to have his fun. I am just hoping she laid her eggs in my yarden I guess I will find out in the future. I also had soooo many Butterflies and moths too. I was staggered and ecstatic to see a couple of Common Pipistrelle Bats have been zooming above my head at dusk too for the past few weeks chasing anything that was lurking they will hibernate soon no doubt but I am so excited to finally have it right out there and I only want to improve and not change a thing!!
I am sure there is lots of news and waffle to tell you that I have forgotten as I say my Brain or Brian is really not functioning correctly at all (shut it you lot)!!! Nothing at all I can do about that and certainly no medication will solve that one hey??? I can always add that to the how I got on this morning at Hospital blog I have to thank as always the many that stay intouch with me that care enough to enquire I know I am shit at staying intouch with everyone but yet they still care so thank you guys from the bottom of my Heart. I had best leave it there and apolgies for waffling on at you. I never read back what I have written I just hit send so hope it makes sense!! You lot wherever you dwell thank you so much for taking the time to read this and for being my friend I love you all. Takecare guys the mad cow on Planet Kas xx My blog wouldnt be ablog without a tune would it?? apologies its dance music!!! I have been into these guys for years, come on ya manky mingy sheep dance with me....
Tuesday, October 9, 2012, 6:47:31 AM- Some completely different music for you....
I can hear the bells (there are eight in total) From across the River Ribble every Sunday morning and Thursday nights when they practise. The Church is on a hill, I am on a hill and there is not much in the way either so the sound travels well. I have actually been invited along to have a pull on one of them ) Its been a while since I pulled on a bell of any kind or pulled anything at all in fact, apart from muscles!! Hope you enjoy the sound, I know I do its awesome...
"must have been a very hard life for them
so sad!.."- alaun
Saturday, September 15, 2012, 7:16:49 AM- For all the Red Dwarf fans......
I mentioned on status about watching Red Dwarf, series six back to back today, in the run up to the new series being aired next month and reminded me of this vid..
"cant wait :D am on the count down with the series on dave :D"- The_bratty_one
Saturday, September 15, 2012, 6:22:24 AM- Some clouds to appreciate......
I have wanted to blog this link for while and I have been inspired to do so by Means_Sugar&Spice's recent cloud pictures, thought you might like this.... [url]http://cloudappreciationsociety.org/[/url] I would suggest you visit the lightening shots they are incredible!! Just click on photo gallery, then clouds that look like things and then onto lightening in pink in the right hand column. Then there is also this one.. [url]http://www.guardian.co.uk/science/gallery/2012/aug/23/meteorology-cloud-shapes-in-pictures[/url] I will waffle at you soon I promise, hope your all well hugs love and stuff xx
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