Me, ON a step ladder, with a squirt bottle and a scraper... YEP you guessed it... SCRAPIN wall paper!! WTF was I thinking!!! HOLY cow this is a pain in the ass!!! I had to take a break!!! as soon as I get this done, and get the walls dry again, I get to paint...

hmmmmm I think I just got an idea for pix....OK... GOTA GET BUSY!!! Have a great day!!!

So I've been sneakin around here some lately! YAY!!! Its been nice to be able to kinda get the feel of things. Though i have to say, as most of you know, there area LOT of ppl missin from here! But i guess life gets in the way huh? ANYWAY....

Just wanted to tell ya'll HI...I finally got my big fancy camera... and I even bought a wireless remote to go with it!! wooohoooo. I happen to think I'm very obsessed with taking pix.

So ive enrolled in a photography course!! I have some of my stuff for it, But i'm excited to get started. YA ME!! SOoo Eventually there will be professional pix here!!

anyways.... So its good to be back. I'm contemplating premium membership again. Just haven't broke out the CC yet! BUT I'm sure I'll be seein u all!!!

Luv and HUGS

---DREAMY

Hiiiiiiiiii!!! This is the first time i've really gotten to sit down in a few weeks! So I'm sort of catchin up. I'm busy busy busy lately. Which is a good thing!
We rented a beach house for the week of the 9th, so i'm super excited about that. and On the 4th, I'm going to a Houston Astros game!! YAY, we got some KICK ASS seats too! MUCHO exciting!!

Anyway, Things are well here in Texas, and I'm still happy I moved back. I still love my new job, tho my supervisor and I had a tiff the other day. which I won't go into, cuz it will just piss me off more. BUt anyway, all in all, Life is GRAND and i'm Happy!! I hope that you are all happy too!! Much Love and HUgs!!!

Tam

Alright, Sooo I was a Little drunk last night... yeah Just a little! ha... ANYWAY its unfortunate that I woke up so early this am... But I did. And So i've been reading some old blogs... WOW, I wrote about some retarded stuff Huh?? U know what My favorite part is though? Reading all the comments that you all left on my blogs... no matter how silly or trivial. I just have to say THANKS to you all. Some of you are always there to encourage, or make fun of, (ahem, camfan) haha!!! Its really awesome to know that I do have lots of 'family' here. and That I can spill my guts and not get judged!



K, thats enuff mushy for now. I'm chompin at the bits to go to the beach guys and gals... Its been ALMOST a year now. Can you believe it??? and I was going to go to FL for afew days in July, But my friends decided we'd rent a beach house in Galveston for a week, So I'm takin off a few days from work and heading to Crystal beach...I'll have the beach, loads of beer, and great Friends around! I couldn't ask for more!! and I can't wait!!! I wish it was next weekend! arrghhh....

ooooo I almost forgot... I went to see the movie 'KNOCKED UP' Friday night, its HILARIOUS!!! I loved it! So do yourselves a favor and go see it... its just too CUTE!! N E WHoooo, I guess I'll stop rambling now... Have a good Sunday Everyone!!!

becuz, she FINALLY got her computer back and working.... YAY


had some tragedy as of lately too... lots of stuff goin on... some good, some bad. I missed you all though! LOVE LOVE!!

T

Just been a long long long sad day....

my dearest friend dawn...I love you, and I miss you, and I've missed you for months. And I had no idea. I just thought that we'd been missing one another online. And now your gone. And all I have is this. And the memories. The wonderful special beautiful memories of you, our talks, your sweet words. Your encouraging emails, the smiles that you brough to my days. I'll miss you forever! It is so true when they say 'He only takes the best'. You truly are the best. the Very very best. I'm beside my self with sadness. I can not stop the tears. I can only imagine what others are feeling, and thinking.

I wish I had known. Dawn, you are one of kind. There has never, nor will ever be anyone who touches hearts and souls like you my dear friend. I hope that you truly enjoyed your time here on earth as I enjoyed our short lived friendship. I wish with all of my heart, that I'd had the chance to really meet you, and hug you and hold your hand. And there is so much I wish we could have talked about. So much I wanted to tell you. But I didn't want it to be in a message, I wanted to be chatting with you. I have to stop now... I have to try to stop crying.
I miss you.
I love you.
I think of you often.

Please keep your hand on Juicy's shoulder, as well as the others who mourn you. Your presence in our lives, will be long long lived my lovely! Watch over us.

with all my love, and all my heart
Tams

I got a new job... a new job a new job.... YAY... i'm going to work at a bank... woohooooo I finally get to see PEOPLE again!! YAY ME!!!

I really haven't been around much lately. Dial Up Blows, and thats what I am stuck with for now. BUT I thought I'd check in. Things are ok here for me. I made it through dad's two year anniversary the other day. Though it was definatley with a heavy heart and a lot of tears.

Other than that, things seem to be pretty great around here. I found an old friend again (since moving bak) This chick was my best friend all throughout high school, and we lost touch after she got married then I moved away. ANYWAY, we are getting to know each other again,and its GREAT. i didn't realize how much i missed her till now. And there are so many other things that I'm grateful that I've been home for. Just being around the friends and family that truly love me is great.

I've started scrapbooking recently and I'm doing my first book as like... my life since high school. I have sooooo many pages that are ALL ABOUT FLORIDA. I had some great times there and while I'm really missing the beach right now, I have no regrets!

anyhoooo I just wanted to drop by to say Hi to everyone, and let you all knowthat i haven't dropped off the face of the earth. When I get satellite internet in a few weeks, i'll be around more~!

Miss u all bunches!

I'm about to turn 25... that DOESN'T mean that everyone around me has to die!!! DAMN... Another family member passed away last night.. whats that like... 800 ppl ina span of 2 years...
I mean really.. how much can one family take??? Geez....

I wasn't close to this particular uncle, but its still not freakin fair! So BLAH


Anyhooo, on a different note...I started my diet back up twoweeks ago. well actually last Thursday was the two week wiegh in, and in that two week period, I'd already lost 13 lbs! Im sooo excited!! you see, before, I lost about 40 lbs, then when my dad passed away, i got kind of depressed and gained pretty much all of it back over the past two years... BUT Its time to change that!!

And some of you may remember me with Reallyreally BLONDE hair... well, I'm gettin ready to do that all over again too!! YAY!!! I finally feel like myself again sort of!! i've got things sorted out for myself and my priorities are straightening themselves out too! SOoooo... send me some good positive thoughts and prayers or something... I have at least 60 lbs to go before I'm officially "Happy" with my weight!


anyhoo have a good 3 more wake ups this week!! LOVE you all bunches!!!!