Alright....today has been the shittiest day! First of all...I couldnt' sleep last night for crap!! Not a WINK! SOooo I decided to work on JP's Christmas present. I took several photos of myself...(not nudes) one of which being my profile photo. ANYWAY...So I upload these to a local Store to have them printed out so taht I can finish his present... around noon today i go to pick up the photos...and gues what...NOT THere... Not because they didn't upload. They won't give them to me with out a Release. Because they are "Professional" WTF???? Now this would be ok, if it were true! BUt I TOOK THEM...NO ONE ELSE!! Needless to say I threw a little fit. wel not really little. For those of you who don't think I can be mean...let me give you this ladies phone number....She'll tell ya different. Sooo Shit on JP's personal present. This soooo fucking sucks and Im infuriated!!! Fuck the Holidays...Im getting drunk

Like EVER anymore!! I tried to go to bed 5 times tonight...and just couldn't sleep! Arrgghhh....ANYWAY...I know this is wierd, but I just went and checked my mail...I know...at 6 am how wierd...But I haven't checked it in a few days. And I had a nice little surprise in there for my little puppy dog!!! And dear friend...HE IS SOOOO HAPPY!!! THANKS SOOO MUCH!! Anyhoo....So I finally got off my butt and did a little bit of Christmas shopping. not much, but a little. I actually did really good I think... I got like 5 people gifts they will really really like for like 60 bucks...I Am on a ROLE!! Usually i spend way more on Christmas stuff. But this time, these things seem to jump out and catch my eye and just sort of Screamed the ppl's names soooo....thats what i got! And of course my dog is soooo spoiled that he is going to have a million new toys! I think that Hubby and I are just going to wait till after the first of the year and give each other the tattoos that we each want as our BIG gifts to one another! I dunno...

K, so now Im starting to sound a little more Christmassy...ya think??

Have a wonderful day all!

-Dreamy--Gettin into the spirit of things...FINALLY!

K so I'm still not really in the Christmas Spirit but, oh well Im Dealing with it! I did call my mom and got some recipes so at least I am going to cook for JP and I. Which almost depreses me in itself. I'm a decent cook I'd say, but i've never ever had to make anything for Christmas dinner other than a pie or cake or cookies. and this year I have to do everything. Im not selfish realy, but i have always had like 4 or 5 Christmases in different places so I never had to worry about it! I guess that is what happens when you start ur own life though huh? Still, its wierd, and sad, and i seem to cry at the drop of a hat. or a pen. or whatever! o well...I'll get through it. AND i'll be a better persone because of it...right? I sure hope so!

-Dreamy...A little homesick this year!

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I feel kind of bad for my little rant in the previous blog.... Although Im not deleting it because i have not changed my mind...Duh...I will say this...It is completely a PERSONAL view of things...and not meant to point fingers at anyone! I was simply expressing how I feel about something. NOt trying to step on anyone's toes or anything like that!

kisses to you all!!!

Nothing major....Kind of dumb stuff really...

First of all, when people take pics of themselves with a mirror involved...why don't they ever think to at least clean the mirror first! maybe its my OCD kickin in, but that almost disgusts me!

second of all...I hate hate hate it when someone writes Merry X-mas. I know that everyone is not the same religion but, that takes the Christ out of "Christ"mas and that IS the reason for the season after all!

Sory guys...

/me steps off the soap box and kicks it to the side, flashes her boobies and skips off the stage!

Seems someone needs a spanking today...FLCAMFAN like to play little silly games...lets see if he can hit 9000 views today! what kind of cheating mess is that!!
/me bends him over and spanks him!

who else needs a spankin? I'm feeling fiesty and ready today!!!

-Dreamy--a little silly today

JP will be home this weekend! yahoooooo!! at least maybe that will lift my spirits!

Sebastian got his last shots yesterday! poor thing. He has Triples in size since i got him! he weighed 4.2 lbs int he beginning...NOW...a whopping 12 lbs!! OMG!! he's sooo freakin cute though!!! Anyway, he's the little light in my life right now!!! I'd be soo sad without him!!!



The first picture is a week or two after I got him...maybe even a little later than that! the second and third pics are just a few days old!! in one pic...he just got a bath!! istn't he the cutest!!!

so i can remember which color is which!

light bluish purple
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dark green
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dark purple
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Coral
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PINK
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purple
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