Ellefoxie's Blog - page 63

Well, two things to note really (for me anyway)

1. Touch Wood this will be the 3rd day I have not had any of those sharp painful cluster headaches. I know they will be back though (that is the down side of them).

2. I am feeling a little better today emotionally etc. Beware still though If Ya piss me off!!! Cos I will bite your scrawny little arses

Is in a 'funk' today.
Emotional, tearful, angry, mad, sad and feels totally useless and out the loop!

This blog will be my tribute for my Mum's husband who passed away 11pm on 23rd April 2012 BST.
They had been married for 22 years next month - he was 82 years old.
He was a musician, played the drums and sang Frank Sinatra & Dean Martin Songs, he was rather good at it. He played back up for a lot of singers and bands in the UK, even played on a few records.

He always sang when he had a chance at any Karaoke event to a Frank Sinatra song, he normally won aswell.
Will always remember him singing this:

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May you be an Angel and watch over my Mum xox

Ok I have had enough for a while - i'm going back to bed to see if I can get any relief from these mofo's.

Interesting Informative Reading:

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Cluster headaches are often described by people as the worst pain they could ever imagine, akin to “a burning ice pick being plunged into their eye.” The pain from cluster headaches causes many people to fall on the floor, pull at their hair, bang their heads on the wall, rock back and forth, scream and weep. Although the pain from cluster headaches resolves (no lingering effect like with migraines), people often feel completely exhausted after each headache. Just as disabling as the headaches is the fear and dread that people feel, knowing there is a good chance that another one is coming within hours or the next day. This anxiety can interfere with daily activities or social contact, as well as lead to insomnia, as people avoid falling asleep (most cluster headaches occur at night).

The worst kind - I had migraines when I was younger and thought they were bad - I was so very wrong!

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A Nice & Moist Coconut Cake.

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The recipe & some more photo's will be uploaded to Cooking With The Crazies Thread in the Forum a little bit later
Enjoy.
This has Rocky's approval

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After reading a few blogs on here that other people have written about their losses of friends and loved ones, I felt somewhat compelled to post a couple of what I hope are comforting pictures I found on the www.
Rocky and I have gone through this part of life too many times.

Remembrance, Love, Hugs and Compassion To Everyone. Time is a great healer, but we shall never forgot those whom we have lost.

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